cause the steps i made are histories i write.
★ Ole! tampines alive! ★
Sunday, November 30, 2008
i swear i wanna blog alot about OLE! Tampines Alive. but i'm really2 tired. i shall summarize it up. i had to be the stage crew/back stage people. it is sooo cool to be back stage crew. seriously! okayy. so well. i saw all kinds of people. like reallllly! not forgetting, Mark Lee. Michelle Tay, Irene Ng and Chua En Lai! yeahh!
the whole lot of the back stage crew even did a calefare. thanks to YCP. haha. =D we all went crazy. as usual. hanis was like a possessed woman! i was.. well, singing to every song that was on air.. that is if i know + the facial expression and physical actions. haha. you wouldn't wanna know what i did. not just that. we saw syg when we're otw to TM for the toilet! yeah. we can't stand the condition of the movable toilet. haha. kesian eh syg, kene tunggu mama.
okay i really need to rest. my feet are killing me.
love is still at work i supposed. he haven't call me up. Sunday nights are one of the nights that i really dislike when he have to work. cause he'll need to wait so long to be released. i find that irritating. i swear. and ouh, i hope to meet you soon. love you! (:
ouh! i had a family day ystd. well, not really la. but we went out for dinner at Chai Chee Seafood Restaurant. do not ask me where. i don't know.. cause.. dad fixed a TV in the car, sooooooo. i was watching Duyung, and didn't concentrate with the directions. there goes my focus on the road. daddy, you made a... quite big but a lil small mistake.. haha!
not just that. my kindergarten friend, Atikah.. found me! wow. it has been 12 freaking years.. we need this reunion. haha! thanks girl.. for searching me up and down of singapore's website. we shall meet up soon eyy! ((:
love,
bsyra
11:21 PM
★ read it. ★
Saturday, November 29, 2008
was supposed to have 8 am tutorial/presentation. but it was canceled. not sure why. headed down to school at 9am. reached early. sarah, shane and sayang was studying their Bio prac. the whole lot of us ended up not going to Bio lecture and slack at bench to study Bio. Nadiah was funny. she thought me and sayang are siblings. haha! so funnneeehhhh. they went off to bio. my classmates went home.. me? went to psych lecture. i was very sleepy. as usual. psych is always with kai, so welll... we got a nice spot. i couldn't stand it anymore. so i just slept. eventually kai slept too. haha. it's damn funny. we were both like. "aku tkle tahan. balik pon baik." so yeah. we didn't go the last hour of lecture. i went to meet the rest at Mac. and we all ended up buying Cup Noodles from cheers! THANKS TO SHANE! went off after i finish eating. slacked at home. and that's all.
self denial. look at my eyes.
i used sayang's phone to take this. haha. i love taking pics from people's phone. esp shane's
that's syg.
halal's room key almost koyak, so she put it together before anything happens. haha.
amalina, pei ying
dayah the mak minah
ama! mee satu je?
suusuuuu!
Thursday
i didn't remember anything. we had socio tutorial. and we played this labeling game. lecturer stick labels on our back. we weren't supposed to know what is it. only other people can know it. and we have to communicate based on whatever that is on our back. well, the only thing the whole class did was laugh at the status we had.. some funny ones. Dilah got, Hot Bods. and Seah got Sexy Babe. Nadiah got 98 yr old woman. and me... well, you guess it. "did plastic surgery before" haha!
Friday
was very excited for school. cause. i dont know.. went to school with sayang. we were both late thanks to me. and thanks to sayang's sometimes-ngong-phone. bio lecture. haha. didn't concentrate. supposed to have the make-up 8am presentation at 10. but... it was canceled, yet again.. aku pakai lawa2 tauuuu! *do not laugh at me people* so went to canteen at ate. then back to lecture. wasn't Teressa. again, no mood to study. i doodled instead. lunch after school with dayah. headed to e-plaza. did statistics on SPSS. we got A on second attempt of ICA trial. haha! step pandai. padahal ingt previous answer. WE SERIOUSLY NEED ALOT OF PRACTICE! test next week baby! die die die die die!
me and liah. serupa tapi tidak same.
butang aku tercabot. tkmo tgk. haha
gerri just wanna be in the picture.
i got home.. yana and fina was already at home. upon entering, yana said this... "mane budak yg pakai lawa2 tu abey presentation canceled!" i laughed and laughed. i msged mum telling that presentation was canceled. and she went to tell the cousin. i damn paisey can. haha. diam eh yana. da demam buat hal demam. anyway, the house was kecoh. since they had ngaji here instead of Om Itam's place. we did alot of stuffs la! i was a surgeon for the night. i did Fathin's nose. haha! eventually everyone was just so geram to let the whiteheads out. esp her mum. and yippee! atlast her nose abit cleaner. haha. kemas rumah.. tdoooooooo!
dear love, i miss you. things are up and down. i hope it'll settle soon. i miss us. 5days and counting. take care syg. enjoy yourself. text me when you need me.
thanks people, for being such nice people to me. i appreciate everything. i shall leave it to fate. or maybe to him. life need to go on. but i'm not moving.
love,
basYRA
something to smile about. i got an A for Bio Prac. thanks to the people around me. esp kak Jam with the notes! i really wanna score this one. and hurrrrrrah to all of us. we cleared this one! ((:
12:12 PM
★ i mean nothing. ★
Friday, November 28, 2008
kay bye
10:29 PM
★ holding on ★
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
i'm still straight, no.. we're still straight.. =D right mich?
tho whole lot and some other at the other side at SG (:
love,
ary
9:07 PM
★ my moon disappeared. ★
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Don't fade away baby..
9:51 PM
★ ★
i couldn't sleep peacefully.
i keep on getting up every hour.
i didn't know what to do.
supposed to wake up at 4, but i had to pass.
i woke up at 5 instead.
i haven't study. seriously, nothing..
wrong timing.
i'm nervous for presentation later. i don't know how to explain the points. argh.
i dreamt that.. you.. were contacting her again. eventually, i smiled. and i acted normal. i didn't scream at you nor did i gave you silent treatment. i was perfectly fine. i cried silently. w/o you knowing..
i'm off..
love,
yra
6:51 AM
★ i tried searching for the moon, but it didn't appear. ★
Monday, November 24, 2008
i went to school with sayang today. today was that other day in school. but this time, i wasn't blur. i brought my admin card. i brought the correct manuals. i had people to slack with for 4 hours. i went back alone, i had 3 packets of junks to accompany me.
Presentation tomorrow not forgetting Bio prac test in the afternoon. i've no mood to study. God knows why.
Dear God, the only thing i ask of you, is to hold him when i'm not around, when i'm much to far away.
below is a song, a meaningful one.. at least to me, at this instant.
You said, it wasn't gonna be like it was before.
Then it happened again.
Pushing me back out the door.
Thought it would be for real this time.
Love made me forget about the signs.
So now what do I do?
Now that I know that we're through.
Refrain:
Wish that I could move on
Can't let go, it's too strong
Just like that and then you're gone
Is this how you wanted it to be?
Everything you had to say
Sent the tears right down my face
Now I'm trying to escape
The misery.
Chorus:
Why don't you love me?
The way I loved you
It felt so crazy
'Coz I don't know what I did to you
If you're gonna hurt me
Then do it quickly
'Coz I'm tired of cryin'
If you don't wanna stick around
Then, baby forget about me.
Too late, sorry.
I didn't even have the chance
You said you were happy
Baby, I don't understand
Gave you everything you asked for
And was ready to give you a lot more
I would've given you the world
Right in the palm of your hand.
Refrain:
Wish that I could move on
Can't let go, it's too strong
Just like that and then you're gone
Was this how you wanted it to be?
Everything you had to say
Sent the tears right down my face
Now I'm trying to escape
The misery.
Chorus:
Why don't you love me?
The way I loved you
It felt so crazy
'Coz I don't know what I did to you
If you're gonna hurt me
Then do it quickly
'Coz I'm tired of cryin'
If you don't wanna stick around
Then, baby forget about me.
Boy, my heart was true
And that you can't deny
Don't be a fool
And walk away from all the lies
It's up to you
'Coz heaven knows I've tried
Tell me you're still in love.
Chorus:
Why don't you love me?
The way I loved you
It feels so crazy
'Coz I don't know what I did to you
If you're gonna hurt me
Then do it quickly
'Coz I'm tired of cryin'
If you don't wanna stick around
Then, baby forget about me.
Forget about me
I really loved you.
love,
btch
7:34 PM
★ colour me with your pencils. ★
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Dayah taught me to do this.
Meimei, Kak Jam and Sis Dawn.
Gerri, Liah, Dawn, Keon, Mich and Lin
i hate it when something is already planned and others try to change everything, not just that. they're not meant to be in the picture. i'm not trying to bitch, but it's just that i wanna "vent" it in here. seriously, you know you're having difficulty in mobilizing, so please.. do what you only can. not that we dont wanna help, but don't make things difficult for others. you're OLD enough to think, or maybe you're too OLD and need others to think for you. ahhhh! i'm making such a big sin here. i'm sorry, but i really have to. everyone is trying to tolerate, and i dont know how long we will. God, give us the strength, maybe more patience.. after all, it's our flesh and blood.
Lizard fish, they said.
the twin sis. the funny uncle. the aunts.
my week has been NICE. (: school was alright. friday was a blast! seriously. we had a mini class gathering, Seoul Garden. but a few of us went off early. i went back with kak jam. hee. pictures with Lin (i'm waiting). i got back and rest awhile, packed bag to go to Changi Beach. had a family gathering. BBQ and camping.
played dog and bone at 10pm. haha. imagine the noise. even the uncles and aunt were in. damn fun. eventually i was just the referee/judge. haha! and it's good enough to make my voice coarse. hurhur. the fishermen were busy with their rods and "jala". haha. it was just a bonding session. nice one man! i was so tired that i dozed off at 2am. eventually i had to bend my legs. i only had little space. and i had cramps when i got up. and when i count, there was only 6 people in the tent (a 8/10men tent). and cause we were all so tired, we just throw ourself any part of the tent. when we can sleep nicely if we were to arrange ourselves. haha. but heck. only a night.
anyway, i got home early (with the help of abang that ride me home) haha! prepared to go to City Hall with Eka and Hanis. (: eventually there's no one. HAHA. okay shut up. then love reached, so met him and went over to catch a movie. i forgot the title. body of lies i think. yeah. not bad, but it kinda made the both of us sleep. HAHA. okay diam.
he wanted to wear that spec so much. i don't like it.
unfortunately, this emo boy is my boyfriend.
siblings?
the psychotic and the nerd.
thanks for the day lovely!!
okay i'm to do my project. BYE!
congrats to cousin. (:
love,
basYRA
10:14 AM
★ you and i US ★
Sunday, November 16, 2008
woke up early, prepared to go to Eunos.
we made hanging snakes. this time it's nicer than the one we did during YE.
seriously. haha. it curls much nicer and much cuter.
and new friend made, Vanessa & Anand.
"what's my name?"
"i don't know! you tell me!"
"mary jane.."
"ouh.. Mary Jane!"
"so what's my name?"
"i don't know!"
"i just told you my name!"
"you tell me la!"
"okay.. Mary..."
"Mary-Sa" (combination with vanessa's name!)
"NOOO! MARY JANE!!! hahaha!"
"ouh.. MARY JANE!"
"what's her name?" *points at sayang*
"black spider!"
"wei, her name you remember, mine you don't!!"
eventually, all the other girls name he remembers. except mine.
went LJS (Ella's request, as usual). i has crunchy shrimps. (cause i thought when i meet love, we'll go have lunch together)
after going around, we headed back. sayang went to school for training.
Eka and Hanis went back to get their jackets. (they went to watch 007)
dear reached when i reached home. went up to take lappy.
headed to Ehub/Downtown. slacked at McCafe.
dear ended up sleeping (lappy wasn't used)
he woke up. we met ijad.
well, it ended to be a group outing rather than a you and i outing.
dis a point ted
but it was nice to meet the rest. after quite some time not lepaking with them.
The Cathay then Marina Barrage.
2330. headed home.
i was hungry, but we didn't go for lunch nor dinner.
we had junks. but i didn't feel like eating it.
i reached home and i slept.
i'll be at home the whole day today, unless i decide to go follow them to bowl.
that is if my work are all done.
love,
basYRA
8:23 AM
★ The Man Who Can't Be Moved ★
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move,
Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am,
Some try to hand me money they don't understand,
I'm not... broke I'm just a broken hearted man,
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you...
Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.
Policeman says son you can't stay here,
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go.
Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.
I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.
People talk about the guy
Whos waiting on a girl...
Oohoohwoo
There on no hole in his shoes
But a big hole in his world...
Hmmmm
Maybe I'll get famous as man who can't be moved,
And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news,
And you'll come running to the corner...
Cos you'll know it's just for you
I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who can't be moved...
Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.
I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.
Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move.
10:52 PM
★ ahhhh! *cover mouth* ★
Sunday, November 09, 2008
i've been meeting love lately. he's been sick and yeah, private nurse. haha. yesterday was awesome, he was kinda well, so we headed to Causeway Point and basically slacked at Civil Centre (?), Mac. we complete the 4th story of 4bia and then we watched Wujud2 from my lappy. something happened, and i shall not mention it here. bf doesn't let me to. haha! =p ouh, we saw Raudah Eryani when we're at Mac. and bf was being a ngong cause me and Rau was talking through the glass and he said, "the door is just there, you can simply go out and talk to her." HAHA! thanks. we went to the Library soon after when there's alot of people coming in. continue watching Wujud2. then started playing games from the lappy. we were irritating each other. not forgetting hitting each other too. love is shown in different ways. HAHA. sorrrrrry ehhh! headed to Causeway to just walk around, we saw arcade on the top storey, so yeah. spend like an hour there or so. haha. played the fav game. he won this time. (: ahh. we ride this motion thingy. haha. cool la. but the motion should be greater. confirm lagi cool! =D thanks sharhan for the day! love it! ((:
ouh, here's are some pic i have to show u guys. =DDD
basically, as you all can see. this is abg! =D (observe his specs)
he's fine now la. don't worry. haha. just that he can't speak properly.
my miss list! meet me sooooooon people! (((:
not forgetting juls, ica and liza.
love,
basYRA
suspended judgement
10:58 AM
★ btch ★
Tuesday, November 04, 2008
something is really wrong with me.
i swear i can't put it to words.
or maybe, i'm bottling it all up?
arghhhh!
maybe i'm trying too hard.
maybe i'm NOT trying at all.
maybe, i'm pressure-d.
i can't stand it.
i wish to give up, but i can't.
i don't want to.
honey, bring me out tomorrow.
i wanna be stress-free.
something to end with:
abg is at home already.
love,
basYRA
9:11 PM
★ fly me to where no one can find me ★
can i just quit?
no!
arghhhhhhhh!
ouh, abang got into an accident.
spinal care
crib
clear feeds
hard collar
what more?
ouh, stitches at the upper jaw.
a lil serious this time.
GET WELL SOON BRO! (((:
8:07 AM
★ chicken ramen ★
Sunday, November 02, 2008
the THREE tons.
i was being such a thick-skin nerd. so i just had to take a pic.
i know, my head look ultra small. haha. shut up la!
so i've watched The Coffin, nice plot! but i do think it should be rated NC16. due to the fact that there was some sexual content and KIDS don't understand the storyline. HAHA. okay shut up. eventually, i sat beside the youngest brother, and hell.. i was totally distracted. he keep on moving her and there, I CANNOT TAHAN. sumpah. haha. but yeah.. i was this close to send him out of the theater. aku jahat. i know. haha. shhhh!
and it wasn't much of a horror movie, but somehow, an emotional one. not bad la. hee. =D okay, so after the movie, we headed straight to Galileo! =D =D =D
i had CHICKEN RAMEN this time! and Iced Hazelnut Latte! ((((:
cause i took everyone's photo.
so i just had to take mine too. haha!
my Iced hazelnut latte and Chicken Ramen! (:
mummy and daddy, youngest and eldest.
THE birthday boy. he had Tempura prawn.
the twins pic. otw back home. heh. (:
guess what, how i wish.. the weekend..
WAS LONGER!
i am super lazy to go to school.. i wish, i was..
go figure. (:
love,
basYRA
10:56 PM
