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★ hafal la boh!! ★
Wednesday, January 31, 2007

ey ey ey! good afternoon CHILDREN! *gd afternoon teacher!* wakaka! okay la.. tmr la, tmr! i working la tmr! meet the KIDS again! whee~!! but tmr different class lar! haha. but i stil get to meet my DEENA. i love her la okay! well, i HOPE she remember me, klu tk.. aku cekik cekik tu budak! *i'm not that evil la gendeng! the most i'll do is i KISS her! =D*

anyways, today is the another day at home! wah siao! 3 days at home. wakakaka! i survived! but i really wanna GO OUT OKAY! go visit MAK la.. LETS GO BEBEY! *mcm paham je! dok diam2 la!* wanna see a stupid convo?


~ B a B o B e H s_P e T R o F says:
mcm raser accomplished gitu

• b a b o b e h s _ γ я α • says:
kenape giler

~ B a B o B e H s_P e T R o F says:
aper kenapa ?

• b a b o b e h s _ γ я α • says:
kau merasakn begitu?

~ B a B o B e H s_P e T R o F says:
kerana..

~ B a B o B e H s_P e T R o F says:
aku telah berjaya untuk memainkan lagu "Sonata quasi una Fantasia 'Moonlight' in C#-minor Op.27 No. 2 Adagio Sonstenuto, 1st Movement" di piano yg berjenama Petrof yg bernilai lebih dari 10,000 dolar

• b a b o b e h s _ γ я α • says:
WOW! sungguh hebat!

~ B a B o B e H s_P e T R o F says:
memang betul itu

~ B a B o B e H s_P e T R o F says:
sungguh hebat hot hip cool dan happening

• b a b o b e h s _ γ я α • says:
=.=

got somemore!!


~ B a B o B e H s_P e T R o F says:
dah giler kot kiter
• b a b o b e h s _ γ я α • says:
tau tkpe kau!
~ B a B o B e H s_P e T R o F says:
aku plak kau arr
• b a b o b e h s _ γ я α • says:
aku lak!
~ B a B o B e H s_P e T R o F says:
abeh tkkn aku
• b a b o b e h s _ γ я α • says:
kau lah abeyy
~ B a B o B e H s_P e T R o F says:
dahh larr tkkn end nyer


i told u ready. stupid. hahaha! =D anyways, i woke up normal timing today okay! not late not early! and i slept at 1 yesterday okay! =D hahaha! and i wangikan diri EARLY okay today! *oppps!!!* WAKAKAKA! know what? i've been listening to surah Al-Ghaasyiyah non-stop, basically just to make my head memorise the surah for madrasah. =D and it's like so not fair CAN! i mean, the guys like hafal this surah ready cause always solat jumaat this surah. then like not fair la CAN! see la, my abg from just now reading it. NOT FAIR CAN! then like in class also the boys like so WOW gitu lor. like so action read the surah! haiyooo! haha but then right.. abg just now sleeping, when i started to play the surah on comp.. then he woke up, telling me this.. "i was sleeping, and i heard ppl reading the Qur'an, for a minute i thought i was DEAD!" WAKAKAKA! =D funny right?? no? ouh okay! haha.

actually i wanna go out with dear today, but he nvr ask me out. and so, i don't wanna ask him la. hahaha! stupid right? i know. my problem la! tak buat susah hidop kau pe! *translation - i don't make ur life miserable what!!* right right right? =D

i got secret to tell u, i wanna STEAL dear's Honey-star! wakakaka! my coco-krunch and Oh Brahm Honey FINISH alrady lar!! =D can can can? my pasal la! not ur pasal! =D kay..


BYEEEEE~!!!
abg peter.. i miss you! =D


3:50 PM



★ haiyoooo ★
Tuesday, January 30, 2007

ey.. no song kn kn kn? i'm talking abt MY BLOG LA GILER! =D i don't know why la. haha! i've been "resetting" the html.. it's just the server, I THINK! wakakaka.

anyways, dear's sleeping super soundly now.. *got sound mehh??* haha! he tired OKAY! let him sleep lar! don't disturb! OKAY?! good doggie! =D but he'll surely wake up later. =D how i know? durh!! my husband what! he sleeping inside our room what!! siao uh u all?!

u believe me uh? haha. u super gong gong! believe me FOR WHAT? a big, U SIAO UH?! hahaha! sorry uh. i abit high. =D

wanna know something? i wanna go watch my second husband! u think i don't have scandal is it? gundu! CSI la! hahaha! believe me, FOR WHAT? hurhurhur!

ey ey! comment OKAY?! about my "new" skin larr gong gong! hurhur!

kay..

BYEEEEE!! =D

10:04 PM



★ hahaha! stooopiddd! ★

ey ey! guess what? SHE deleted me from her friendster acc! hahaha! first, she deleted THEM. now she deletes ME. wakakakaa! like we even care. go die la! opppps! no no. i google*gd girl* right! =D actually i care. cause i wanna see the STOOOPEEEEED pics she upload at her friendster. HURHURHUR!! stupid sia. i mean. smpi nk bwk2 ke friendster. MEREPEK LA kerepek! actually i didnt even realise that she deleted me. i was looking at one of my muskeeters pics. and then there's this person who were the one commenting always. her pic not clear, and her name is not like the "usual" gitu. i was ignoring the pic la, but concentrated on the comments. then i just felt like really look at the pic. i went like, "eyyy! it's her! it's her! chey! name ***** seyy" hahaha! then then. i clicked lor, skali.. cannot! cause she put as private profile. HURHURHUR! gendeng sih kamu! haiya.. these people uh. WEIRD la sey! okay la, i also weird, but my weird is uniquely weird okay! this one, haiya.. weird weird one! hahaha

anyways, i wanna go la see mak! but i scared! hahahaha! gendeng sih kamuuu! syyyyaaaddduuuup laaar!! =D guess another day at home. hurhur! i still haven't finish reading the books i borrowed from the library. i shall finish it up by this week. =D actually by tmr also can. =D hahaha! okay la! i go read okay??? wanna know something? i miss abg peter parker. hehehe!

kay go!

2:56 PM



★ RATE IT! ★

hurhurhur! i woke up early today!! wheee!! and the fact that i slept at almost 2am yesterday. hahrhar! don't know la why so early.

anyways, i changed the pic of my blog, as u all can clearly see, true? hahaha! rate it man! i know la my face ugly.. my blog what, my problem uhhh! hurhur! =.=

who are you to judge??
you're not God
=D

12:00 PM



★ sigh sigh sigh sigh ★
Monday, January 29, 2007

again, feeling SUPER down. for some shyyyaaaaiiiittttyyyy reason. like what is wrong with me sey? grrr! anyways..

had dinner with family just now as parents and abg were fasting. all of us ate nasi ayam Afghanistan. *yummy* as always. i love it when it come to family eating together thingy. well, we use to have that la. but ever since everyone is coming home different timings, we eat separately gitu lor. why i love it? cause there's always something funny to talk abt. hahaha! and wanna know what i talked about? O LEVEL RESULTS! abah and umi were asking when my results will be out, and abah answered for himself, "must be mid feb kan?" and i went like. "next two weeks, father!" "wahh! so fast eyy?" hahaha. then i told them the stupids stuffs i would do.. i said.. "i'm gonna switch off my hp, make sure no one follows me to school. *hurhur*" then mum said, "hahaha! ur aunties will surely call u" i said, "yeah sey! confirm.. but well.. i'm gonna switch it off!! and i dont care!!" then abg said, "yea.. then u'd call me up and ask me to fetch u..." i cut his speech and said.. "yeah! then ask u to bring me to the beach.. then i'll drown myself there..!! hahahaha!!!" then abg laughed too! wakakka! if results day, i go silent.. means i'm dead already okay? then then.. we were talking about something, obituary shitts.. then i went like.. "huh?! what's the meaning of obituary*i stooopid! i know!! thats why i wanna drown myself when i get my results. hahahaa*" umi said, "u don't know..?" "yeah, i dont know.. hahaha!" abg went like.. "=.= *ahh bishhh!!* can i kill you???" hahaha! umi went like, "yeah! kill her then she'll be at the obituary!" and i go, "huh?!?! ey! kill me la! kill me so i don't need to take my results!! =D *super wide wide smile!!" abah went like, "show her the newspaper.. haha!" and i was stil.. "huh?!?!" hahaha! then abg said.. "it's the place where they keep the dead ppl la!" and i said, "huh? isn't that the mortuary??" abg, "ouh yeah!! hahaha! i got myself confused!!" umi, "it's the one at the papers.. where they publish notice of a death" me, "ouhhh!!! that one.. haha! i know already.. " abah, "i told u to give her the newspaper.." hahaha!

stupid kn? i know. hahaha!!! zaki and burhan know nutss.. so they just keep quiet. hurhurhur! ouh yeah, i took a super long time to finish up my nasi ayam! hurhur! as always gitu lor. hahaha!

ey ey! i wanna go out la tmr! but i dont know with who and to where, how? haha. i wanna go visit mak, and eat cereal for free, can? =D hahaha!

gd night ppl!! sleep tight! and sweetest dreams!! wooohoooo!

these tears i cry tonight, are for you.. i was never there.

10:07 PM



★ i was never there. ★

GOOD MORNING PEOPLE! hurhur!

hahahaha! i woke up like SO LATE today lor. haha! so what?! hurhur! ey ey ey! i'm eating cereal now! wheee! i'm a Cereal Freak. i eat the kids cereal when i'm at school. hurhur. told u i'm a cereal freak! =p want some? syaaaaaadupppp larrr! =D actually i wanna fast today, but i can't la. sad eyy! it's my last day *i guess*. irritating seyy. i don't like. cause u won't know when it will STOP TOTALLY. get it? no? then SHYYYYYAAAAADUUUUPPP! =D i don't know what to do today, what uh? haha! ey ey! yesterday i dreamt of alot of ppl sey! my JY DM all come out. haha! gendenggg!! i did something, then it was a total chaos. wah siao! funny plus scary dream. haha! scary meh? no la actually. hurhur!! i was like super naughty lor in the dream. haha. "i can't believe u're a MSG and the exco of NCC and SC, with ur behaviour like this.. " bla bla bla. ahaha my DM said that to me. like wth seyy! i'm so not like that real life lor. haha! then got this one part, super sad. don't wanna tell la. haha! my problem la i wanna tell or not.. syaaaaaduppp can? thank you! =D

u wanna know? bring me out! blanje me here and there! hahaha! u believe me uh? stoooopidd sia u! hahaha! kay la. i wanna go go go! fire in the hole! kay.. syaaaaduuuup larr!
BYE!

11:00 AM



★ tell me the answer. ★
Sunday, January 28, 2007

hey! i just got back from the Band Fiesta. JYSB Rulz la okay? kay shuddup! it was superb. huhu! the thing was, i can't believe i actually came and watch them. haha! okay shutts!!

u know what? seeing ppl sad, make me sad too. first it's him, then it's her, then it was back to him again. then i look back at myself. yeah.. i'm sad. sad cause.. sigh.. i don't know la. sometimes i don't know if whatever i'm doing is worth it. sacrificing this and that. do i get anything in return? well, i don't ask anything. but do they even care and realise what i've done? like SERIOUSLY lor! God! are the sacrifices made worth while?! tell me, can?! sometimes i just feel that.. i was never there. ouh whatever la kay! i've been down this few days. due to some PERSONAL reasons, which not a soul know. i rather keep it to myself la, i'm the old Basirah now. *success!* =)) i'm doing this, cause i don't want the others to suffer with me. like how i did to them last time. anyways, i'm like chatting with the him i said above. and he's seriously making me more SAD. he's always the one making me go head banging, cause he's super irritating at times, and also make me laughing my lungs out with his funny jokes. and also make me wanna weep like a baby, cause of his tragic history and life. and now he's telling me his tragic history. sad la. and i'm like listening to Meraung now. making it worst! hurhur! *makkiak! emo la kau! syaaaadupp larr!* okay la.. back to normal kay? no more emo shyyaaaiiitttssss! *don't know what it means? then SHUT UP!!*

i NEED my ILYAS! thank you. =))

please know that i miss you honey. =)) i love you endlessly. i'm sorry for..

10:42 PM



★ dangg! ★

sheesh! i woke up late again today. and i didnt go madrasah, again. i MUST go next week. hurhur! yesterday, went out with dear at night. just to walk2. got back at 10. watched soccer. congrats to the lions. =)) Mum and Dad got back from JB yesterday. mummy bought my cereal! YUMMY!! new Xbox games! wooohooo! Burnout Revenge! it took forever lor to get it! it has been a long time since i waited dad to buy it. ATLAST GITU LOR! hahaha. my stress reliever -> Burnout Revenge. woooohoooo!! =D i super stress now, i wanna go play burnout, can? =)) i need to forget some stuffs. i need burnout!!! kay GO!

10:00 AM



★ what's up with you? ★
Saturday, January 27, 2007

i dont understand why u must just.. argh!!! first u did that. now u did this. even when u dont know that person. what's up with u? why u like to BRAGGGGGGGGG so much? not like as if u met that person face to face and talked to that person like ur FRIEND already. damn! and not like as if that person is the SAME SCHOOL with u! just what is wrong with u?! ouh.. being so FRIENDLY isit?? fornicate you! i don't know why, but it's just YOU that i don't like okayy? My Teacher once told the class, that u should not hate someone, but u can hate the persons attitude. and i'm just doing it. i still do smile to u, i still do talk to u like i've always have. BUT! it's ur attitude that i superbly HATE! i'm being "nice" to not tell u that i don't like ur attitude, cause i just don't wanna hurt u kay? but well, u hurt me enough. guess i won't waste my tears on u anymore. if u're doing this cause i did the same thing, then guess what. i met that someone already. several times infact, i talked to that someone already. that person KNOW me, not like u who DON'T KNOW this person. and can u PLEASE!!!!!! stop telling ppl that i'm ur ouh-so-wonderful *********.. cause i DON'T regard you as ONE OF MINE! i got lots of them and i LOVE THEM MORE. get this to ur peabrain, you neanderthal!

kay! stop it.
let's blog about yesterday. it'll make me HAPPIER!
NCC was just SUPERB. well, i hope u guys enjoyed. =) as i've said, i came wearing No.4 and i get to do this and that. whhhheeeee-neeessss! =D mbaa and girlfriend and farhana did the personal coaching to one of the Part Bs while i took care of the rest of the Part Bs. damn, they laughed alot! hahaha. ey! must serious okay! i'm just doing it to make u enjoy training. rather than u guys complain that we're being too fierce or what. but there's always a time that u guys MUST be serious okay? thank you. =)) was kinda pissed with some stuffs. i've told the USM and ASM about it. and they want me to come earlier next week and do inspection for them. =.= hurhur! IF i come back work early next week, i'll be on time. =D Dear waited for me outside school, fetch me from school.. basically to see me in No.4 .. dang! i was super smelly lor! hahaha! *dear close nose* =D slacked awhile. then got back at around 7? mum was shocked to see me in the uni. hahahaha! REMEMBER TO MAKE A PASSPORT SIZE PHOTO FOR SCHOOL PASS! hehe. i'll sure forget la! =D

anyways, i dont know what to do today. hah! i don't know whether the Babobehs wanna go NYP or not. or maybe i should meet dear again, haha! spend more time with him? =D =D =D no la. hehs. i want too. but guess he's busy today. =D =D Abg, bring me go riding. can? haha! =D

kay la. i wanna go off now. do something else. hurhur! like i know what to do gitu lor! hahaha! okay.. see! told u i'd be happier! =D =D


i need you like i've never needed anyone before. =)) i miss you, abg peter parker.

10:24 AM



★ hoho! i'm back! ★
Friday, January 26, 2007

hello hello! i'm back la ppl! =D =D shiok la sleepover. even though it's only A night. =.= HURHUR! anyways, work was OKAY. this time i'm the only teacher in the class, not like the other time. and i had to take K1 kids, not like the other time which was Nursery. The kids were so cute yet, irritating. like, seriously lor! haha. "Teacher Nur! he take my book!" "Teacher Nur! he push me!" "Teacher Nur! he never put his finger to his lips!!" and the only best words i could repy them was, "okay. tell him to stop" or "okay.. " and thats it. haha. the morning session was great la. yes. the one that got alot of "teacher nur!!" here and there. hahaha! and the student that called me most was this boy name.. Muhaimin. wakakaka! and then and then. he looks like, Farhan Suhaimi. get it? the combination of the bestfriends. hahaha! cool sia! but super irritating la that Muhaimin. Teacher Nur here and there. hurhurhur! but then morning session kids are very more "well-educated" then the afternoon session. yes! wanna know why? i'll tell u. haha. i had a hard time asking then to recite the Doa. They don't seem to know the Doa *to think that they are K1* that was one.. then when i asked them to do the assignment. this girl, Nur Hanney Wardeena *wah siao! nice name. super long!* cried. i went to her. gave her a super manje tone. asking her why shes crying.. and u know what she said? "nak Teacher Faizah.." *the Form Teacher, who was sick that day, and i had to take over* and i went like 0.0 she refused to do her work. but i was like soo "alalala.. tkmo nangis kay? come, do ur work okay?" "tanak.. nak Teacher Faizah... sob sob sob" i carried her up from her seat. go tour arnd the class checking how the rest are doing. go to Kak Huda's class. went out of Kak Huda's class. put her back to her seat. the next thing i know, she's doing her work! hahaha! miracle bebey! and guess what. to think that she cried cause i was the one teaching and not her Beloved Teached Faizah... she super LOVE me la okay. she helped me to this and that, w/o even me asking. haha! and then she like super happy already. haha. until this friend of her, Nuraini, said this, "deena, kiter tnk friend awak la.. awak asyik tolong teacher je." deena just ignored.. and aini keep on saying and saying the same thing. hahaha! funny sia these kids! Deena super cute la, guess what? I MISS HER! she started to sit on my lap. and when it was the dismissal time. during the Barney Song, she kissed me okay!! not on the cheeks but on the lips okay!! haha! super love love her la! *but i still love dearest more =p* haha! then during the afternoon session class also.. got this boy, Amzar, hahaha! funny! i can't seem to auto turn when he calls me.. simply cause.. hahaha! when he call "teacher.." it's sounds more of, "DJ.." yes! then u know. i was like so happy la, sitting one corner eating cereal while the kids do their work. then i hear this.. "DJ!... DJ!!" and i went like.. "did anyone called me?" hahaha! *raise up the hands* "DJ! i finish already!" wakakaka! then Kak Huda keep on laughing and laughing! hahaha. funny la him! okay la. when i start to talk abt kids i'll go on and on. kay so stop! haha. after work.. went to White Sands with the other teachers. funny la! hahaha. the day was full of laughter lor! haha!!! kay kay. then then.. da merayap sini sane.. we went to this place la. i was holding on to Kak Di's Cavana hotdogs. while she was busy choosing the stuffs. then the Staff there said this to me, "sorry.. but no eating here.." and with my slumber face i said this, "ouh. no worries. i'm just holding it.. not eating.." and Kak Di went like, "WAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKA!" infront of the Staff's face. Kak Di jahat seyy! hahaha! then then. jln2 abit more. went off. left me and mama naia alone. we bought the per piece for 1 Bux choc. haha! NICE OKAY! then went off to CHANGI!!

reached changi. Dodoknaa and Upi were at home. with Nyet that is. hurhur! slacked. slacked and slacked! taught yana abit of here and there. talked and talked and talked. until it was midnight. and i went to sleep. hahaha! Nyet was being so-not-her gitu lor. then yana so mean, go touch her nipples.. and Nyet went like.. "reowww!!! *with her claws wanting to scretch Yana's hand" hahaha! Nyet is pregnant i THINK. that's the reason why the nipples are popping out? haha! anyways. woke up kinda late. at 0730.. planned to go out at 8 in the morn. haha! *ye ye ooo je!!* then yana said she meeting her friend kinda late. and so she just ask her mum to go off to work first. and then we went off at arnd 10? yea. somewhere there. haha. and here i am now. at HOME! WHEE!!! wahh! super long sia the entry. hurhurhur! anyways. going to NCC later. wheee! Babobehs, going to NYP tmr uh?

till here ppl. will blog soon! Insyallah.

i miss my abg peter parker, can?

10:59 AM



★ crazy or something? ★
Wednesday, January 24, 2007

damn, i must be super bored sia.. to update until like four times today. ouh ouh! i've found my crest! hahaha! i gave my gutters to Matin. and i think i've thrown my hairnet. hurhurhur! i've prepared my uni. *so semangat!* cannot say la. i miss NCC okay! but i haven't prepare my cloths for the sleepover. gendeng sih kamu.

anyways, i feel so.. wrong. as in, i'm feeling things i shouldn't be feeling. help me, can? i'm thinking things i shouldn't be thinking. care to make it right? please? and i'm also sad about something. just how can i break the news to him, telling him that she actually is attached? and he can't be with her? sighh. i don't wanna hurt u boy, but i guess i just have to tell u huh? better the truth then the lies, kan? i seriously feel so wrong la. i mean i've been helping him all this while to get this girl, telling him what to do and stuffs. and the next thing i know. she's actually attached, happily attached that is. Some things are just not meant to be i guess. no wonder she's never replying his msges. always rejecting everything about him. sorry boy. but till here. but i know u'll move on. i guess i am at fault also. i asked u not to give up, not knowing that she's attached. but since i know it now.. forget it boy. move on. don't waste ur time kay? or if u choose to wait, why not? u can nvr know. no doubt, she's one cute chick. a very cute one infact. sighh. sighh.. and more sighhh..

make this thing i feel wrong, and not right.

8:42 PM



★ help me, can? hurhur ★

okay. i got a call from mama naia, saying that i'm needed for work tmr. huhu! yay! i need money! cause i wanna go for the Band Concert! huhu! BUT i actually wanted to go to Changi, cause i'm supposed to teach Yana. i guess i have to go after work then and sleepover. whee! atlast! sleepover! wheee! dodoknaa, i'm coming! =D haha. then, another problem. Friday.. NCC. how eyy? i still haven't got the news abt the uniform thingy. hurhur. wah! mcm tau aje CO aku nie. haha. she just called and she said OKAY! haha. and she said, "see u on Friday okay! we need u!" hahaha! but the thing is. i have to go home from Changi, then change, then go to school. suddenly like got lots of things to do seyy! help me, can? i need gutters and hairnet, crest is not on beret. how? help me, anyone? haha. siao la me! i know! not much time la. guess i just have to borrow dear's and hairnet? erm.. i'll get it soon. kay go! i wanna prepare my stuffs. argh!!!!!!

Sudden Chaos!

6:25 PM



★ hahaha! i read something FARNIEE ★

haha! guess what? i was bored, and so i decided to go bloghopping to friends blog and read, guess what guess what!! i read something FARNIEEE!! hahaha. damn! i'm like so evil. it's like i'm reading on something i've been through before. like my PAST but not! hahahaha! okay. i'm just plain EVIL. then i wanna know the other story.. so i went to this other person's blog, my another friend. and read the entries. wakakaka! super duper buper zuper SAME lor as my PAST. huahuahuahuahua!!! ey ey! i wanna laugh like Farah - marrrharharharharhar!!! cause i'm like super duper buper zuper happy now. i told u i'm EVIL. hahahaha! i warned u the other time about ur behaviour, and u said i was the one at fault. but i know i wasn't. even people know i was at the right side. haha. i pity that friend of mine to go through what i had gone through. sad eyy! but u end it well, friend. wa salute sama lu uh!! u stood up well to do whats right. i had to have a "mentor" to make me who i am today. yes really. and thanks to that "mentor" i'm stronger now. thanks ey "mentor"! but seriously uh friend, get ur mind set straight on how to treat people. i seriously pity the people arnd u lar. must go through hard time. like HURHURHUR gitu lorr. wahh! come to think again, i super lucky to have a mentor, if not i'd still be stuck at where i was the other time, damn! i was like so kayu lembab, anytime can patah one.. now i kayu jati ready! marrrharharharharhar!!!! kay kay, lame! SORRRYY! hurhurhur!


Farah, must pay u how much? copyrighted lar the marharharharhar! =D wakaka!
i super duper buper zuper siao plus happy! =D =D =D
yay!!!

1:59 PM



★ tell me about it honey. hurhur. ★

so what did i do yesterday? i woke up at nine =D slacked. switched on the computer. raihan/ryan, the next door toddler came over, cause he heard bibik opening the door, he ran in. hurhur. he gave me a hug. *awww!* haha. i had to take care of him cause neighbour wanted to go somewhere, and they'll always send him here cause he just can't behave when he's outside. yes, really! and then bibik had to fetch burhan from school, so i need to take care of him. =.= hur hur. actually usually, i'm the one who take care of him la. cause he's forever disturbing me. yes, really! cause my stuffs are super interesting to his eyes. and he always want more. hahaha! until now pecah ready! my dolphin fins! hurhur! it's my present okay! or wans it not? haha. i also forgot. anyways, he's the another kid who can't see a camera. he went like, "akak, gambar" i said, "no ryan.. tkle.." he said, "akak!! nakk!! gambar!!" i was super lazy to layan him.. i took out the camera and said, "okay.. smile ryan!!" he said, "smile!!!!" and this is what i got....



haha! cute right?



he was climbing onto my computer table.


abah bought a new printer on Monday, he put the old one into the new box. he sat on the old printer.. and did this.. "broooommmmm... rooommmm... petpetpet!" hahaha!


watching tv like watching what gitu lor. hahaha


he was wearing nenek's slippers, and a songkok.. if u realise. haha i told u he super naughty.


then my study room super berselerak! then he kept on asking me to dokong him. wa siao. and his dokong is not dokong dokong, actually pangku. yeah. he wanna disturb me chatting with the people. he kept on pressing and pressing the keyboard. and then he kicked the CPU and the place he kicked was the On Off button. and so my comp shut down by itself. and he did it twice or more. hurhur! super irritating seyy! hahaha! anyways, after that went out with adk mar. went to library. borrowed two books. =DD hahaha. super happy lor! i'm back to reading! hahaha. kay kay super LAME, i know. then then.. went to TM.. went to B.U.M nothing much. went next door, The Body Shop. my all time fav shop. hurhur! then bought the nail shine thingy. Mar bought it too. hurhur! then we went of to Pasir Ris. we just went out of thr MRT station when i heard, "mar!! basirah!! mar!!!" i turned.. and it was mama naia! haha.. and Kak Tuty *one of the Teachers at Mercu* salam-ed them. Kak Tuty went like, "eyy! rindu la kat u.. u tkde kat skola.." hahaha. and i said, "aik! baru kerje satu hari da main rindu rindu kah? hahaha" anyways... they went off.. dorg baru abes kerje gitu lor! =p haha! went to buy that something. yes.. that something which shall not be mentioned! =D it's not for anyone actually. just for me. dear, tkmo perasan i beli kn u tau kay? hahaha! =p i tau i naughty. =D =D =D then went to Mac, bought our McSpicy. headed to PRP.. Mar nk feeling2 makan kt tepi laut gitu lor! haha.. iyekn aje ngn die. then da smpi.. mkn.. got alot of Cat Cat!! haha.. i loike loike! but mar dont loike loike! haha.. so we go cabot.. take picss! wanna see? okayy waitt!


nice la seyy!


Me and Mar. Snap Snap!!


it's super dark. Mar editted it. and i editted the editted one. haha! get it?


me and mar.. =D


ouh ouh. feets are love! huahuahua!


then then, we went back. cause it was raining already. went to int, took 21 instead or the MRT. hurhur. i almost got caught for paying LESS for the bus fare. hahah! bluekkk!! once reached tampines, rain stopped. walked back. reached home like 8 plus gitu. whee! not that tired. hehe! went online. slept at 0130. =))) cause i read the book.. only a chapter that is. haha!

i'm messaging Matin plus watching National Geographic. =D i loike! haha. about aminals and sex. Naked Mole Rat - Sex Factory! hahahaha! stail sia! okay okay. the Female are Queens sia. super shiok. that got one animal. don't know la what. after sex, confirm die! haha. praying mantis is the best. after sex, the male will be eaten. hahaha! okay. i'm like so evil. but fun seyyy! whatever!


i wanna go out today, anyone? hahaha! okay la. i bankrupt ready!! blanja me, anyone? hurhur! okay byebye! will update later at night. if there's anything good to talk about that is. hurhur!


byebye ppl! i miss my Mr Peter Parker/Bear/Incredible, cannn???

10:18 AM



★ i went to work! huhu!! ★
Monday, January 22, 2007

hoho!! i went to work just now. i was sleeping, when i feel the vibration frommy phone, an unknown number. i didn't know to pick it up or not. and so insticts tell me to just pick it up and i did, guess what?? it was nad/mama naia. haha. she asked me if i'm free today and wanna come down to work. and i went like, "YEAH!!!" hahaha. quickly claned myself up, dressed.. and went out. going there was easy. super near from my fav place. yes!! hehe. the kids were okay la. haha. kids nowadays, can't say much. easy job actually. hehe! i'm waiting for more!! wheee!! i need money bebey! hahaha. dear fetched me from work, i asked him to just wait for me and the int. hehs. thanks honey!! went to Mac, did his RJ, taught him how to use blog. got back to tampines. reached home at nine. =)) today's entry will be super short, cause i'm TIRED! haha!

i miss u dearest, i'm sorry i was being a super "geram" toward you today. haha. like ur actions are so CUTE, make me wanna bite u. haha. sorry ehk dear. and sorry for that small thing i did. hehehe. loving you endlessly syg.

10:31 PM



★ selamat tahun baru ★
Sunday, January 21, 2007

i know i'm late upon wishing. but.. it's always never to late, right? so here goes..

kepada semua umat Islam, Selamat Tahun Baru. semoga diberi keampunan, taqwa iman, taufiq, hidayah, amal baik, jiwa murni, rezeki yg melimpah ruah, kesihatan dan ketenangan dlm ibadah oleh Allah s.w.t yg maha Esa. Amin. =))

celebration was done on friday night. i basically rot at home on Friday, mum and dad took a day off. late afternoon, met dear before going to Om Itam's place. i was wearing a long "dress" and dear like it so much seeing me in that dress. haha. true dear? dear followed me went shopping. choose for me the cloths and everything. nice!! hehe. thanks eh dearest. after that. went off to uncle Fred's/Om Itam's place. another THANK YOU to dearest for sending me over. when i got there, atok was outside. hugged him enough. hehe =D talked. blabliblu. missed my shahzwan. hurhur. faridz didn't come. *feel like killing him* yana was always there. how suhhweet. ouhyeah! i shall be sleeping over at changi for a few days next week, for a "holiday" and to also teach yana and fina. don't miss me ppl. i'll not be online as i always do when i'm at home. so yeah. don't miss me. hurhur. but i actually dont know when to stay over. =.= kn? i know. haha! ouh ouh! Om Jai was there! it's like, i do miss him lor. and the way he speaks really is.. STAIL! hahs! cool lar. like i rarely see him face to face and also hear him talk. so it was like so fun to see him and hear him talk. kay, i'm STUHHHPEEED! kay go! slack and slack. talk shit. the next thing i know, it was midnight. hah! got home. wheee! went to bed straight away.

saturday.
TP open house! here we come! met the babobehs at 1130 at stage. dear came along. first unwanted person i saw at TP was, AYID, again! first at RP, now at TP. damn! such bad luck. a big HURHUR! go here and there. saw alot of ppl like, taufeeq, ali.. some other seniors. hah! zarifah.. yasir.. ouh one more SYAHIID. the one who asked me to come. hurhur. =.= ey syahiid, sorry ehk we nvr go up to u back, nanti jumpe si bodoh tu lagi susah uh hidop. haha! =D sorry ehkk! separated with the babobehs, took 291 to interchange. got the present. went off to Sembawang park for my kakak angkat's bbq. Met my kakak angkat, tk pernah jumpe gitu lor!. haha! so talked here and there. it rained, me and dear go pavillion for shelter. rained stopped. went back to pit. talked again. was almost nine. so decided to make our move. reached tampines at 10. made our way home. super tired! haha! slept straight away.

today!
GUESS WHAT?! i overslept, and i didnt go for madrasah. i woke up at 0730, thanks to abg that is, "OI BASIRAH! TK GI MADRASAH EHK?!" and u know, i woke up so "shockingly" gitu lor. haha! it's like i have to go out at 0730 in order to reach there in time, and so when i look at the clock, i went like.. "ahhhhhh" *confirm sekkkk sia suare. hahaha!* then boom! go back to sleep. but forced myself up to msg dear and mbaa that i'm not not going and then mbaa replied that she isn't going too. COOL! hahaha! and then went back to sleep.. at 0830 or so, ema msged. haha. she said.. "ey, dtg madrasah?" i replied, "tk uh.. overslept.." she said, "hee.. okayy!" THEN! i went back to sleep again. can't help it lar, super TIRED! i think Ema msged me cause at that time students do still come in to class, haha! my last yr usual time to come. hurhur! start at 8 but reach at 0830, stail ehk! wakaka! okay okay.. then then, i woke up at.. 11, i think.. like tak pernah2 i woke up that late.. unless i sleep like 2 or 3 am in the morn. but yesterday i slept like at 11? hurhur! right! yea! was just SUPER DUPER BUPER ZUPER tired largh! haha. then when i woke up, found out that i'm sick! *BEST!!* only that i've been achoo-ing all day la.. seriously. haha! ey ey ey! i gotta watch my all time fav CSI today. w/o sleeping! hoho! durh, cause i just woke up and after i bathed it was time for CSI Supreme Sunday. wheee! usually aftar madrasah i'm like tired and then when i watch.. i always sleep halfway through. this time.. like so FUN gitu lor. hahaha! ey wanna know a lil secret? i started blogging at 6pm and now it's almost midnight. damn! so long sia i blog. sorry lor! alot of interceptions la. hahaha!

okay la.. that's all for today. ouh yea! farah (gps junior/dear's friend) like my dimples! wooohoooo! cool! and and!!! MAK send her regards to me!!! SUPER COOOL!!! hahaha! eyy! unbelievable okayy! like so WOW gitu lorr!

okay okay.. Mrs Incredible/Mrs Bear wanna stop blogging now. hurhur!

take care ppl! i love love you all!! muahhh!!!

6:48 PM



★ i hate you. ★
Thursday, January 18, 2007

dang, everyday seems to not be a good day for me lately. it'd be perfect.. and then when the day is ending, it turns out to be bad. always the case. God, help me with this! names shall not be mentioned. but well, to you.. please know that i dislike u in a certain way. u may think that u're just being friendly. but please la. the things u're doing are not making ppl arnd u happy kay? esp me. i've had enough of ur nonsense kay. don't make me tell u straight at ur face. and can u stop bragging to ppl that, erghhh. whatever la kay. i know u'll read this. and i hope u know who u are. stop making my life miserable. u did enough. what wrong did i do to u? God! give me the strength to carry on. please God. and guess what? because of u, tears are flowing down my cheeks. and they sure gonna accompany me to sleep tonight. seriously uh. thanks ehh! u totally spoilt my ouh-so-wonderful day. thanks so much. and know what? i was pretending all this while, pretending that i LIKED you. but i guess i lied, i lied to myself and to u. i totally DISLIKE you. won't say HATE. but well, ALMOST hate. okay? get this into ur pea brain. i'd be glad. herh!

and to the another you: sometimes i just want u to know what i'm feeling, but i'm also trying my best to avoid all the stuffs that are prone to create fights between us. and because of that i'm always keeping things to myself. not letting my anger out. giving u the best of me. it hurts sometimes, but who cares? the one being hurt is me, not u, true? yeah. i just hope u'll understand me truly one day. take care friend. =J

to adk: thanks for lending me ur ears, or in fact ur eyes to read the babblers i gave at msn. i was just too pissed. thanks eh adk. i know u know how i feel, true? i love u dek. thanks alot.

to that special you: i appreciate all the things u've done to me, know that i love u alot. and i'm missing u so much. u need not worry abt me. i'd be fine. i hope to see u again soon.

as i've said. no names shall be mentioned in this post, and thats all for today's post. not gonna talk abt what i did today. i had a great day though. but guess what? i'm greatly hurt by you, whose name shall not be mentioned. seriously uh, thanks ehk. i appreciate it. =j


so long, and goodnight..

ouh, one more thing.. guys, can u please stop msging me and telling me that u still love me? i'm sick of u guys la kay? buzz off will u? stop saying sorry here and there. once bitten, twice shy. get it? kay go! and yes, i'll ignore ur msges. =)) i won't entertain u guys with this shits. =D

11:01 PM



★ i hate you! ★
Wednesday, January 17, 2007

i looked into the mirror
and i said "i hate you! "
thanks eh..

i miss you hunns, and i'm sorry. =(

4:43 PM



★ jealousy? ★

abt my previous entry. well, i'm okay now. =)) thank God. it was just so painful that day. sheesh! anyways.. yesterday was just, OUH-SO-GREAT day. yeaps!! plan was to go to yana's hse, but then i was thinking again. go to yana hse only for a few hrs won't satisfy me. so i decided to go to changi beach. hahs! dear didn't want me to go alone and so he tagged along with me. =)) thanks dear! so well, went out off hse at 1445 or so. met adk mar to lend her my camera as she's going to her class chalet on the late afternoon. while waiting. saw some peeps, shan't mention who. and so i decided to take the bus to the int hahs! and lucky me too, cause it was such a hot day. haha! dear was at the CPF building paying bills and so i met him there. he just finished watching the Curse Of The Golden Flower movie with his "best chinese guy friend" i guess. haha. Abg wanted to treat me on that movie, but i guess he forgot? haha! so after paying bills, went to take his bag from his friend who is at Mac and we went off to Changi Beach. when we reached, it was drizzling. so we decided to sit at the playground where there a lil shelter. haha! slacked there the whole afternoon till 2000hrs. took pics from phone. haha.. stupid pics. ugly faces. haha! but some nice ones. =D the breeze was just so nice that dear went to sleep. oppps! haha. i ALMOST went to sleep too. haha!! *side track- daddy just msged me saying that mummy had just gave birth to two healthy boys! yippee!!!!* and so to avoid sleeping again. we decided to go back to tamp. Adult Fare sucks, so yeah. i used coins. huhu!! =D when we reached tamp int. saw Om Itam. was panic for AWHILE. haha. then salam him and stuff. he wanted to treat us a meal. but nahs.. haha. saw aunty ain *his wife* and the kids. and i'm still waiting for the one inside aunty ain's womb. hehe! =DD and i'm starting to miss my dearest Ilyas. awwww! i shall drop by their place some day. yes yes! wheee! =D haha. anyways,

i was reading tia's blog. and i saw this small portion abt jealousy. and she's right. how to control jealousy? and same with me also, i'm a very kuat jealous person. but guess what? i've been handling it SO WELL! yes, just so WELL, that jealousy didn't take over me. wheeee-ness!! congrats basirah. take a bow, and another one. =D i just love my life now la. yay-ness gitu lor! wooohoooo!!

kay la, till here.
take care ppl.
i love you guys, NOT. haha.
i love my girlfriends. my boyfriend. my family. and myself. =))

salam syg,
yra ♥

1:40 PM



★ huuhuu!! ★
Tuesday, January 16, 2007

it's late already i should be sleeping. but.. ouh well. today was great! i get to go out with dearest. wheee! haha. planned to go jln2 and buy his printer ink. but plan changed. go RP, again. haha. to send dear's form. and no nee to buy printer ink. =)) so i followed dear lor. rather then i sit at home and do nothing right. hahs. so met dear at arnd 3. made our way to RP. ouh yeah.. Adult Fare for bus ride, sucks so much. haha! seriously lor. hmmmppphh!!

know what? will update more some other time. something's wrong with my body. Jaw and leg and brain to be exact. hope i'll be fine soon. take care ppl. *OUCHHHH!*

12:16 AM



★ i'm here to only upload pics!! ★
Sunday, January 14, 2007

stupidity struck me *oppps!*

the Marching Contigent

ASM. CO. USM

USM/ASM? and myself

abg mann and i

indoor marching.

i kaypo right? i know. haha

dearest iqah and i, nice work man! i did the camou paint. wheehooo!

dearest darlings :: ril, mbaa, girlfriend and myself

adk farhana and i.
senior CLTs and i. wakaka!

ASM, ex-ASM, ex-USM, USM :: COOL!!

faez and i :: si giler. haha

girlfriend, mbaa and i

matin. and i.
the gang unit!

mbaa, adk mar, myself

darling and i. NCC GURLS NEVA DIE!

me and girlfriend playing xbox at RP.

me and dearest. cute kn i know. haha. =DD
another cute one. whee!

i'm loving it. haha!

darlings!!

the Family:: Daughter, Grandchild, myself, husband. =))

stail uh kire. =p haha!
dearest and myself <3333

amcm? okay?

bustop pose. thanks eh adk. satu2 muke toot. haha!

PEACE yall! gd night! haha!!

11:43 PM



★ ★
Saturday, January 13, 2007

wooohooo! what a day!! it was just SO FUN! AND COOL! AND FUN! AND COOL! hahaha. okay first, friday was just superb. kinda berterabuh at the beginning, but it got better as time goes by the day. whee! haha. i was asked to select 2 from this selected cadets to put them in the Marching Contigent since there's 2 blank files. so while i was observing plus kaypo2 commanding, i saw someone.. who i really didn't expect to see. THE BITCH! guess what?! she SMILED at me! yes! but it was so NOT SINCERE lor! staring at me like as if i'm an alien or something. herh. hell to u bitch. anyways.. training done. went off to Daddy's place, to learn how to make the Art and Crafts Item for Young Explorer tmr. whee! chatted with mummy and daddy for awhile after that. then went off. thanks daddy for the purple umbrella! hehehe. then. got back. rest for awhile, prepared myself to go belajar at mesjid. yeapps.. went with adk mar. only the two. hehe. kinda fun la the belajar. may wanna go again next week and so on. hehs.

today!
huhu! fun fun fun as i said. hehe. CCA fair was just a wow! hehe. damn, i am MISSING NCC so MUCH!! there's just a lot of thing i did. just too many. and again, I MISS NCC! hehe. guess what? MUM was there. and i talked to her. WOW! haha. miracle happened. i wasn't as nervous. haha! dear! i wasn't nervous!! wooohoooo! anyways, after the whole event. mbaa, mar, girlfriend and myself went to RP open hse. yes. haha. guess what? off all the ppl, HE is the one that i saw at RP, daymmmm! haha! just smiled and looked away. nice eyy. hehe. nice timing, dear reached where we were when i saw HIM. haha. jealous? well TOO BAD, i'm his.. not YOURS. huahuahua! then we went arnd RP. legs got tired when we wee playing Xbox there. hahaha. super tired indeed. went to second floor? or wherever the place is and just SLACK!! haha. then went back to dear's station. told him we're going off. he sent us to the erm, outside? and on behalf of the "family" thank you for carrying the goodie bags for us. hehe. my husband's a real man. =)) got home, rest for awhile. went out to eat with parents. i ate roti john only. my all time fav. hehe!! i ate at home already, so i didnt really wanna have a full meal. so yeah. hehe.


know what? it's late ready. and i need to sleep. i got time limit okay~ hehe. thanks eh syg. =)) love u many many! i miss my girls. i miss my husband.~ i miss my cadets!! haha!


BYE LA!

11:31 PM



★ i've been drinking milo everyday. wassup man? ★
Friday, January 12, 2007

sheeesh! i don't know what's wrong with me. i've been drinking milo every day. my girlfriends would know that i so DON'T LIKE milo, i only drink the macdonald's one and the home made one, never the tin or kotak. and i rarely drink milo. but what's with me?! i guess the genes came from mama naia. thanks eh ma! but i stil won't drink milo kotak or tin. =p haha!! guess what? abg im went online yesterday! wheee! i was happy like hell heaven lor. haha! so chat and chat and chat. he said kak radiah did told him abt when i saw her at causeway point. i was with dear that time. hehe. and yes! it's a GIRL! whee! abg im said kak radiah will be giving birth to a GIRL! due march, can't wait! wonder if its a boy or a girl for kak linda. hmmm. talking abt babies, before meeting on wed, while in the ofc, i just found out that Daddy is not only gonna have his first child, but well.. first TWO! twins la sey! i was shocked! daddy didn't tell me. haha. i'm like so happy. and yeah.. daddy and daphne saw how happy i was. haha! khai gave me that =.= look. wakaka! sorry lor..

late afternoon yesterday, met dear. teman him do RJ at mac. hehe. guess what? i went out with specs. hehe. well, dear wanna see me in specs so much. so i did! =D it brings back memories know. =P true, dear? hehe. after doind his RJ just slacked at mac. saw alot of ppl i know. only that they didn't really recognise me la. haha! got hame at almost 9. wheee! i miss dear dearly. haha. stayed up late yesterday. i wonder why i wasn't sleepy at all. herhhh. chatted with matin and marfua individually till late. matin went to bed first. then marfua.. then. i had no one to chat with, so i went to bed at 0130. and yes, i had a hard time to make these eyes close. and as always, my all time fav trick to make me sleep. put a pillow on top of my face. and i slept. haha. i woke up kinda early today. still. i dont know why. herh. not sleepy la. thats all. anyways...

previous entry abt that bitch. well. identity was revealed. and yes, IT'S HER. haha. like who else would do it gitu lor. i seriously don't know what's with her man. she need to go hougang chalet or something? well, good luck to u in life la bitch. there's such terms called retribution. *wide smile* hua hua hua! so long and goodbye sucker! may u live peacefully IN HELL. =D

i'm going off to jy soon. i better get going. i miss my girlfriend. haha! i love her, okay?
*rain rain, go away. come again another day. little cadets wanna march. rain rain, go away =))*

lots of love,
yraa

love me like u first saw me, honey. =))

12:03 PM



★ Cool Stuffs =)) ★
Thursday, January 11, 2007

i got this msg from friendster, cool s**t!! haha

Can You Read the truth lies behind this misplaced words

i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt!

haha. cool right? i know.

okay so, previous entry was abt my proposal, guess what. it's done. still in the process of making a poster and getting the sound systems and everything. i wanna complete it this week, if it's completed by this week.. the Movie Screening will be on 10th Feb. OPEN TO PUBLIC! =)) and FOC =DD haha! when the poster is up, i'll publish it at my blog alrgiht? great. yay-ness. and thanks to ppl like, dearest and qayyum for helping me to think of stuffs. and also to the YEC ppl. thanks man! my FIRST EVER project for YEC? i guess so. haha! hope it will go on smoothly. =)) wish me luck ppl! hahs! yesterday's meeting was the same as last month's as in the number of ppl attending it was just a few. gonna change the day of meeting to mon or sat, well i hope it's a mon.. daddy came to meeting =D hanis wasn't there due to work. haha. khai made it to meeting. haha! willy's proposal was a WOW! gitu. number are BIG! damn BIG!. haha.. ouh yeah! i went riding with abg late afternoon! cool!! haha!! went to school to take my edusave, then went behind to get the keys done. know what? i saw the bunch of sec 3 NPCC boys at the hardware shop. said hi to them. haha. i miss shao hui =P next thing i know i heard ppl calling my name.. and i didnt know who.. then i saw a head popped out from the back.. and it's amann. haha. talked to him for awhile. went to abg after that. the only thing i said most when we're on the road is. "taik uh kau bang." mainly cause he's just and idiot la. haha. then my helmet keep on banging to his helmet. haha! esp when he brake. i'd go forward and "bang!" head to head. haha. riding is fun, but i still want car. =D anyways....

a few things have been not quite good this few days. especially this thing.. come on girl, why must u make the cousins get involved with the matter? why can't u just tell her straight to her face? why must u get ppl in the FAMILY get involved? what's wrong with u bitch? telling lies to ppl abt her, just WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?! damn, can't u put urself in her shoes? would u want ppl to tell ur cousins abt some stuffs which is SO NOT TRUE abt u? no, right?! then why must u make ppl suffer with ur shit? damn, ur identity is still not revealed yet from her cousin, but we get the clue already. and if it's YOU, the one we've been aiming. then guess she's not gonna give u any chances anymore la huh. she had enough of ur shit. first and foremost, u DONT EVEN HAVE THE BALLS GUTS TO TELL HER PERSONALLY. haha! what's up with the, "eh.. tkmo blg mak kau psl die ngn die stead tau...." haha! giving letter to ppl to solve problems.. wtf?! ey! tu kerje BUDAK KECIK LA SIA. god! just can't tolerate this shit anymore la. blogging abt it will make me feel better. so yeah. doing it. she is someone close to me, and therfore i CARE. touch her, means u touch me too, get it bitch? thank u! and u're greatly not appreciated.

okay! done!

11:44 AM



★ what the... ★
Wednesday, January 10, 2007

i should be cracking my brains and squeezing all the juice out to do my proposal, BUT. i can't get the LINK. yes. ouh whatever.

anyways, i'm feeling abit different now. not sure why. because of that thing, maybe? kinda make me feel, "sad" yeah. i feel so.. wrong, guilty. small matter it may be, but.. some things are better left unsaid, yeah?

know what? i'm gonna crack my brain some more. so.. till then guys.

take care ppl
i love you dearest.

3:00 PM



★ ★
Tuesday, January 09, 2007

here are some pics of what happened this few days. =))


me and my man in uniform =))


who is this? it's me. durh! okay la. my twin, happy?


mbaa and eL, dearest daughter and granddaughter. haha


hanis and myself at msb's party


MSB and myself


hanis and myself, in dominic's car.


hanis, myself and daphne at the MRT station. =))

1:16 PM



★ i don't eat fish. but i LOVE tuna. ★

hello ppl! it has almost been 4 days since is last updated. so what happened? haha. on fri, i went to spf, right? yes. haha. mbaa and eL followed since mum and dad will be coming late. so when we reached spf, asked dear to fetch us from main gate. thanks eh dear! =)) we headed to the hall, some performances. guess what, i saw Aisha! and she told me her sis was there too, sitting with the crowd, yes. SHIKIN!!!! damn! i miss her!! i miss the twins! my bestest best girlfriends during my pri school time. and the other ironic thing was that, i brought camera, and i didnt even remember. IDIOT OR WHAT?! damn!! so while i was talking to shikin. i saw zakiah! damn, spf gave me memories. haha! i saw saiful, azhar, ipen. those friends. yeah. haha. that circle of friends. wow! nice nice! a few more ppl that i know, just that they gave me that look. u know? yeah. haha. so at arnd 4 or so, we headed back to jy. i won't say much abt it la uh. just that. good work, but i know u guys can do better. =)) after that. went back to spf, mbaa and el went home. all separated. awww. haha! by then mum and dad was at spf ready. met dear and zaki, mum and dad were at the hall for some parents' talk. bla bli blu, got home at arnd maghrib.

SATURDAY!
*recalling*
ouh okay! i basically slacked at home, watched harry potter and the goblet of fire in the morning. i woke up, saw zaki watching it. i sat down beside him and join. haha. was feeling kinda emo that day, i cried at some scenes. sad la sey! his friend died! okay shutts! haha. late afternoon, met up with hanis and dom, went off to SIA Sports Club, for MSB's BIRTHDAY PARTY!! haha. nice place man! he's lucky to have something like that. yes! it was just SO COOL! yes yes! saw this one artist. can't remember his name. but well, he's that handsome one. haha! the funny part was when me and hanis suddenly *snap!!* at the same time, look at each other and go "he's that actor!!!" cool? i know. haha! we crached our brain to know what show he act. but we still didnt have a clue, and so we asked the birthday boy. haha. he said it was one of the triple nine actor. and me and nis went like.. "OUH YEAHH!!" hahaha. funny sia. anyways, msb gave a speech, a touching one, i cried. oppps! next thing i know, hanis cried too. sad ey! i was praying hard the birthday boy won't cry when he give his speech, cause crying is VERY contagious to me. esp when i'm feeling very emo lor. haha. okay shutts. got home almost 12.

SUNDAY!
1st day madrasah!!! haha! so after a yr not combining with the boys, this yr, we got to a bigger classroom, and so we combined again. as expected KECOH NAK MAMPOZ. with solihin, fuad and aidil. haha! WORST! we TOOK PICTURE for the first period. stail stail. hahalike prisoner gitu lor, write our name and class and u know, hold in up to our chest and take a pic, like prisoner right? haha! so basically the 1st 3 periods were basically full of laughter, come fourth period, the last to be exact, all went DEAD. haha. me and mbaa were just so SLEEPY.. and yeah. we have to wear baju kurung or jubah from next week onwards. damn!! haha, but i'm gonna wear dress =D it was nice to meet the fantastic four again, ema, fizah, mbaa *i see her almost once a week* and myself together again. the normal four, always infront. haha! after class, went to office to get our results altered, we got ZERO for Ibadah, so we went to the office to "claim" the real marks. still, we haven't get it. got home, was sleepy. but didn't sleep watched csi instead. haha. met dear at night. just to sit arnd with him. enjoy night life with him. hehs. got home at 10. =))

MONDAY!
did nothing basically. went out with dear after school. went to Causeway point to watch, night at the museum! nice movie man. i wanna buy the dvd. yay! haha. thanks for everything okay sweets? i really really appreciate it. and sorry i bully u one kind yesterday. hehe. just being naughty for a day, can? i love you honey. =))

know what? i've been doing stupid stuffs lately, ppl chat at msn, yes. eL and myself went to myspace instead to chat with one another. haha. stupid? i know. like for once in awhile not using msn gitu lor. haha. the best thing is that i can kiss her and smack her. haha! cool, i know. and yes, i have a Myspace Acc. http://www.myspace.com/yra90 but my number of friends are pathetic la. hahaha!! i've been "meeting" my long lost friends. yes. haha. weird stuffs happens. =D

okay la. till here, going off to jy again today. it's cold. it's raining. msn has been auto singing me out. yes. mp3 can't seem to be recognized. wth gitu lor. haha. but i'm still loving my new mp3. same a dear some more! =D hehe. i love it la! =D okay. till here.. love u ppl!!


huggs and kisses
-yraa

11:06 AM



★ holidays. ★
Friday, January 05, 2007

well, for once.. the hols were super great! yes. SUPER! i was forever with the different ppl i superbly love, family, the babobehs, dearest and family, yec gang. damn! cool! haha.

so what happened recently?
went out with dear, iqah, kak fyda, kak anna and yeah, husni too. to the EXPO metro sale. yes! kinda cheap lar. met dear at his blk as the shuttle bus is at the cc. waited for the rest to come down. iqah told me some stuffs that were just so, "hey girl.. what's up with u man?" not to iqah.. but to this other girl la that iqah was talking abt. yeah. kinda pissed. like now they know it already. argh! whatever la okay. anyways, after the metro sale. we headed to the book sale at the next hall. bla bli blu bla bli blu. headed back to tamp. went to KFC to get our mouth munching. yummy! haha. the rest went to tm first since me and dear were eating super SLOW. haha! sorry ehk. then when they went off. there's this cute girl. and the adk also super cute. like wanna bite their cheeks. opps! haha. so after we ate. headed to tm. meet the rest. they did some shopping for stationaries. then headed back. while waiting for the bus. called mira up. decided to meet her to take fawwaz's bio text. separated with dear and the rest. went to take 81. while waiting shama also arrvired. mira and shama going out together. yeaps. i miss those babes. hehe. i so miss my partner! =D wanted to go to kak mas's hse to take my specs i left, and to see my dearest nephew, BUT they were'nt home. SAD EY?! haha. anyways, got back to tamp. went window shopping alone. wanted to watch movie. but yeah.. forget it. haha! called home. family went out, so i was thinking.. "puas hati gi rmh eL." so i did. haha.. lepak there till erm.. entah la what time. i miss boy.. yes, that cat. who it not so manje with me now a days. haha! got home. done!!

then wednesday.
went for walk in interview at town. confirm tk dpt, uniform issue. wth. haha! decided to just walk arnd town. then went to HMV, they played John Tucker Must Die. since the fur of us didn;t watch it before. we just stand there like nobody;s business and watch it. haha lame? i know. haha. then we went like.. "eh.. rent the cd uh. movie marathon.." so we headed back to tamp. rent 6 cds. yes 6. haha! got back to eL's place. it was kinda late. so we only watch John Tucker Must Die. haha. nice movie man!! "i didn't get ur call?" "cause i didn't have a pen" hahaha! something like that la. i just super love that part lor. hahaa! got home almost at 11. yes..

ouh yeah. befoe we headed to town. we ate at BK. and while eatng. suddenly i receive a msg from an unknown number.. saying.. "basirah.. hehe" and when i read it i laughed! haha. the girls were like.. who msg? say what? i showed them and they went like.. what the...! hahaha.

me: hello.. and you are?
him: shafiq la. don't remember me uh?
i went like.. shafiq mane sey. the girls were laughing already.
me: sorry eh.. but which shafiq are u?
him: shafiq bgss la.
me: ouh.. that shafiq.. *head was still going like.. "who the hell are you?!?!?"*
him: yeah.. so remember already?
me: yeah. i guess.
him: okay. long time nvr msg me. how are u?
me: fine..

hahaha.. so yeah. it was like that.. stupid. i think i deleted his number or something la the other time. i just thought he wouldn;'t msg me anymore. so i delete lor. haha. skali he msg me. hahaha!

so thursday
went to eL's place for the movie marathon with ain, syaza and marfua. watched Click, Unborn, The Others. i watched The Others halfway as i need to meet fawwaz to return his book. so yeah. at 2125. went out from eL's place. met him, went back. done. wooohoooo!! what a day. super SHIOKKK! hahha. thanks ehh girlfriends! =DD

today!!
going to spf later. for their cca fair, since zaki is there now. haha. i get to meet dear!!! woohoo! atlast. can see my man in uniform. best best! give me ur rank dear.. can? i want. ahaha. =D and then i'm going to jy to see what they're gonna do for cca fair. hmmmphhh. don't wanna say much. hope everything is fine.

take care ppl! senior clt muhd zulhilmi, i'm coming for you later! hahaha. =DD


*huggs and kisses*
-yraa

10:44 AM



★ quizzzz ★
Thursday, January 04, 2007

okay so both darling natiara and nurril made me do this. so how? haha! do it twice? no! i think i'd just do it once la okay?

Name 13 people who you can think of now::
1. amy
2. el
3. mbaa syaza
4. zaki
5. ril
6. iqah
7. ain
8. amann
9. fawwaz
10. yum
11. miyya
12. hanis
13. marfua

don't read the questions below untill you have written all 13 names!

Q1. How did you meet 10?
abg's silat friend

Q2. What would you do if you meet 1?
hug and kiss and hug and kiss and hug. haha! no la. i'd give him a big smile!

Q3. What wld you do if 2 & 6 dated?
i asked them if they're les or something. harharhar!

Q4. Have you seen 4 cry before?
ouh yes

Q5. Do you think 10 is cute?
erm.. hey yum, do u think u're cute? haha!

Q6. How did you get to know about 8?
once upon atime best friend

Q7. Would you ever go on a date with 12?
i date her atleast once a month. =P harharhar!

Q8. What's 7 favourite colour?
erm. yeah.. it's that colour.

Q9. What would you do if 6 confessed to you that he/she likes you?
ouh. she always say it. haha

Q10. Facts about 9.
my best junior. my happy charm. always there for me. =))

Q11. Who's 4 going out with?
i don't know.

Q12. Who is 5 to you?
my girlfriend. the 1st angel

Q13. Would you ever live with 13?
yeap. and i guess she'll be superbly happy cause she knows i can protect her. haha!

Q14. Is 2 single?
ouh yes!

Q15. What do you think about 3?
she's my babe! i so love her to bits! =D

Q16. What's the best thing about 5?
she's clever lor! i want her brains. can?

Q17. What do you like about 11?
she's my partner! hehe. i miss her many many!

Q18. Favourite memory with 2?
anything, and everything.

6 people to do the quiz :
1. kak pi - again.
2. idah - again
3. izyan
4. alina
5. afiqah
6. sarena

11:16 PM



★ for you! ★
Tuesday, January 02, 2007

hunns,

i MISS you.

i LOVE you.

lots of love,
wifey. =))

11:48 PM



★ HAPPY NEW YEAR!! ★
Monday, January 01, 2007

holla ppl!! first of all, happy new yr!! =)) and next, I'M BACK FROM JB!! wooohooo! for once, i can say that i ENJOYED at jb. mostly cause i was 90% at Kampong Majidee instead of Mutiara Rini. haha! well, here are some pics of my days there. enjoy!!

while waiting for Syahril (alel) and Mira to come down, we fetched them to go jb.

the first day/night wasn't really that happening. i was super tired. and so does izyan and alel. we watched spiderman at AXN, it ended at 2330.. and after that we slept. the next day...

started to take out the camera. alel and myself

thats me and Zahin, my nephew whose birthday is a day after me. COOL! =))

thats Izyan =))


thats Nidzam, looks like as if i was leaning on his shoulder, but not.. he's just TALL! haha!!


ouh ouh!! yes yes, Izyan and myself had to goreng 4kg of CHICKEN!! she took the second shift, i took the first shift, too bad my pic is in alel's cam. hahs!!

the three stooges, alel, myself, izyan.
i'm eldest but shortest. WTH!! hahaa!

alel and myself

Syahir (Ir) and myself

abg Fiqi/Fiki(?) and myself. ouh, it's a love hate relationship. hahs!

PAGI RAYER!!! myself, Izyan, alel.

dearest Zahin wanna prepare to bathe, or was it that he bathed already? haha. he's just cute la. =))

yes Izyan? may i help u?? =P

the GREEN COUPLE for the day. haha!

*while cam whoring, obek wasiah asked if we wanna follow them to BENUT, we said "yeahh!!"*

in the van, one hour ride to Benut. some place out of state of jb. hahs!

one hr sure is a pleasure to SLEEP. nice pose alel.

WE've REACHED!! the driver, abg Fiqi.. posing maut!! i forced him too! wakaka!

i told u it's a love hate relationship. haha!

ouh ouh! it's Ir and myself again.

i also wanna pose at the window. hehe

obek kassim, mira, obek wasiah, cik sa'adiah. =))

alel and Izyan

FOOD FOOD, YUMMY YUMMY, YES I WANT YES I WANT!!!
i was the camerawoman, so my face isn't there. haha! but that's my seat there. between Ir and Alel. =)) my seat center la sey. QUEEN gitu. wakaka.


obek wasiah and myself


cik sa'adiah and myself.

ladies posing with the window. =D

them, slacking after a superbly OVERWHELMING LUNCH MEAL!!


the kids, i dont know their names. haha!


ouh ouh! then we started karaoke-ing. he asked me too, but i didn't dare. haha!


them. sempat Ir.. lg nyanyi pun bole pose. =P haha!

alel and Izyan.

me and him again! haha!!

he was the only artist for the day to sing la. haha!!

then the driver sang! wakaka!

then Izyan, followed by myself. only that no one took a pic of it. haha!

GOODBYE kampong hse! it's nice to once in a while go back to kampong hse and just spend the time there. hehs.

ouh, they were searching for DURIANS!

the driver, abg fiQi

*mum called up half way, asked abg fiqi to send me staright to Mutiara Rini*

and so when i reached there, they were KARAOKE-ING too. haha!!! then i was bored.. camera batt went low. i sat down beside uncle freddie, and snap!! haha
his head is heavy. and he purposely put his head on top of mine. just to make me feel the heaviness. haha!

anyways, the outing with dear on friday morning was just SUPERB!! i really enjoyed, even i got mud all over my feet. haha!! i LOVE you dearest!!
and guess what? one of my mission wasn't accomplish. i didn't get to meet my dearest nephew, ilyas. damn!! i miss him alot. sighhhhh!!! cause his parents decided to stay at the sister's place. kak mas!! i need to meet ur son!! i seriously miss him!!! argh!!!! haha! but yes!! i miss him!!!!!! grrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!


even when i dont get to meet dearest Ilyas, something happened between the cousins, somehow.. the BOND was there. like suddenly we're close. usually it would just be alel, izyan and myself. but his time... nidzam, syahir and abg fiqi were there to laugh and joke with. and if u're wondering why there's alot of the guys pic.. it's basically cause me and izyan are the only TEEN girls. yes. haha! the rest MARRIED, or still NOT A TEEN yet. haha!


*Syahir.. go 53rd CLT course with me.. PLEASE!!!! =((* haha! he don't wanna go!! i want him to go!! with me!! please please please!! can okay syahir? can? can? can? no? alah.. fine!! herrhhh!!!
okay la. i better get going. maybe going out again tmr. whee! damn, it's like 1.20 am now. haha!

goodie night ppl!! =))
*huggs and kisses*


dearest amy, i miss u like nobody's business. care to come in my dreams tonight? well, thank you. hehe. i love u dear. and i'm sorry i didnt came back on saturday night. mum asked me to just stay over and i did, since i was enjoying there. like only once is a lifetime that i'd enjoy at jb. so yeah. i hope u understand sweets. =))

with love,
-aM[y]Ra-

12:00 AM







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Yra, Bas
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