cause the steps i made are histories i write.
★ chickiess, not girls okay! ★
Monday, March 31, 2008
one more to go.. wow! i can't wait!! this is their third and forth child(that's soo human!) okay.. chick? what sey?? alah.. offspring la! easy. heeh! i'm sooo happy la. and i don't know why..
and today, i feeeeel like a GOOOOD PERSON, i swear. maybe it's just a feeling.. but i know i helped dfina syg with her problems..
actually it's more of recently i feeel goood la! i helped tia kecik with her problems too. though she didn't wanna say. hee. but atleast i tried. =)
ouh, i wanna feel like this again. it brings me back during the time when i was younger. much much younger. when i feel no pain, no hatred. everything was so positive then. not saying that i was stupid then, i was innocent, too innocent to feel pain. i was matured enough though. i took everything lightly. i let things pass by me w/o taking any notice of it. i enjoy life to the fullest. not knowing what is wrong. rebelious? i'm sure everyone was like that. but other than that. i was that happy-go-lucky girl.
but what now? everything is the opposite. how i wish to get back to that state. i really wanna be LIGHT again. further more, i'm chatting with taufeeq and astria now.. the more i wanna go back to my YOUNGER days.. ahhh. how nice.. and then.. dearest would be stress free with me. cause i wouldn't change to this kinda lady.. and of course, i dislike the fact that my past really influence my future. i didn't want things to be this way, but eventually. it did. how NICE. sigh..
ouh. why so EMO.. i shall stop here.. tmr will be a reat day spent with my BBG =D how nice! i can't wait.
love,
yraJANE
11:13 PM
★ peekcher heyvee antree! ★
this was sometime back when the three of use meet up and spend the afternoon together. hee! and i totally enjoy the afternoon with them.. please have an earlier dae, please!! JUNE is soooo long!
The outing with MALIA SAYANG to SIMPANG! =D
EMOtion took over us, so we decided to go SIMPANG and have our tummy filled, and once again.. a happy woman! hee! i miss youuu MALI!
Not Forgeting, The Pictures taken during some outing with the ONE. =))
there's alot of random pics! so make urself understand okay? haha!
thank you cousin for giving me the code! hee. it's between me and him. thank you so much Syahril!! =D
love,
yraJANE
11:37 AM
★ i'm flying with this news. ★
Sunday, March 30, 2008
i'm very happy with the fact that...
I KNOW SOMEONE IS NOT COMING FOR CAMP!
wheeee! and therefore i should be happy through out the camp.
INSYALLAH.
that someone is not there to spoil my mood.
wah greatness! i love!!!!
okay bye!
*smiles widely!*
12:10 PM
★ cause i was born, to tell you i love you ★
okay it'salmost 12. haha!
i'mmm sooooo bored. i don't know what to do.
CSI is starting sooon! i wanna watch.
my only time to watch, cause my father went to
wedding ceremony. and he'll not gonna be back soon cause he's going jb too!
if not, he'll be a potato couch and watch golf channel
and ESPN and whatever sports channel all day. haha!
ouh ouh! i'm back watchin HANA KIMI!
thanks to my KAK RATNA. she lend me those CDs. hee!
i'm totally in love with Wu Zun again.. OPPPPS!
don't worry honey, you'll always be in my heart..
Wu Zun is next. hee! no, he's not my eyecandy..
he's my one and only fav celeb. =D
and i swear he's the only one i got!!
and cik ELA, i did that entry already. only that i haven't publish it yet.
soon okay? hee! =)
take care while working DEAREST!
love,
yraJANE
11:39 AM
★ when i'm in green ★
Saturday, March 29, 2008
NICE!
thursday was spent in HQ and Nee Soon. my FIRST IMT session my whole life as a CLT, wakwakwak! okay whatever. i woke up way early, woke mali up. met her and rau soon after. reached HQ an hour early, so we slacked. met our TCO, haha! did some saikang work. Zuib, Syazwan, Hamzah, Zheng Ming, Fang Xiang.. those guys were there too. took the bus there, i swear the driver is super cool la. "CARRY ON!" haha. okay kental. anyways, reached Nee Soon.. met Zack and Ah Wei there. =D
and Cpl Chua was being irritating by asking me, mal and rau if we're going to CF3. and i think he asked more than 5 times. haha.
IMT was fine. did alot of IA, haha! we took the bus back to HQ and waited for them to change.. we went for dinner together. Zuib and Syazwan siang2 da balik. so Hamzah was lonely but he's in the club now. haha. ate at Banquet at AMK. my usual Yee Mee with fried fish! =D took the train back to Khatib, and took 969 home. wheee! got home.. SLEEEEEEP! haha!
ystd was fine. grandma and grandpa was at my house the whole day. settling some stuffs. and i'm looking forward for the 2nd GENTING TRIP with a BUS! =D okay shhh. went for school training. i was in a good mood so i didn't really make them hate me. *plus point!!* last training for the NCOs so they had the emo moments abit. haha. the Part Cs were funny. funny in the sense that they're very confident of what they command, but not knowingly.. it's wrong. despite the fact that i scold them.. we laughed together. okay, so nice. tips were given to those who became i/c. had a short meeting with the future NCOs after training. this and that. i stil haven't get the email though.. i shall contact them soon. reached home. grandma and grandpa was still at home. they left soon enough with my lil brothers and parents to my uncle's. as usual, Friday got ngaji. Sorry hakim, akak tk dpt datang. penat la. hee. =)
today? i shall meet dear after SPF's speech day, not meeting and lepak for 3 days already. haha! i met him awhile only ystd.. so today shall be our date? wooooh!
okay till here..
love,
yraJANE
9:20 AM
★ check it out baby. ★
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
so how's my new blog colour? haha!
something new, and something i never tried before.
woooooh! i feeeeel, FRESH! okay diam.
i woke up, wanting to go for a J.O.G,
but i did it on my bed,
(means to say, i didn't la!)
haha! i rot myself at home before i go to JY
to take my uniform home..
i had a nice talk with some of the NCOs,
and tia.. and also hafiz. haha!
sorry about the so TAK MANJADI rose.
atleast i tried helping you with it.!
it has been some time that we didn't
have a FRIEND to FRIEND
talk. NICEEEE. =D
i miss those kids! thank you for the funny
moments with you guys! hee!
got home and after a few mins..
"bas, kau kat ne?"
"aku kat rmh, asl?"
"aku nak gi KFC uh, join?"
"alright, kat ne nak jumpe?"
"small mac uh. aku kt skola nie. da naek bus aku msg"
yes, MALIA! woooohooooo! haha. feeling2 tnk mkn, atlast mkn jgk!
and tmr shall be another great day with her and raudah! =D
and i haven't lipat my no.4
gosok? haven't also.. cause i just remembered that i got
another pair.. AHAHA! shut up la!
okay! i didn't meet dearest the whole day,
only lambai2 moments. hee.
but it's enough, not that i can't live
without seeing him a days.
CRAZY OR WHAT.
but sometimes, i do feel that way.
okay aku gila..
klu mataer aku HAPPY-GILA.
aku GILA-GILA. wakwakwakwakwak!
love,
yraJANE
not forgetting! i saw JAMILAH just now while otw to KFC! =D
10:14 PM
★ yesterday, i waited for your friends to walk away ★
Monday, March 24, 2008
Rule #1 was such a BORE.
none the less, it was nice to watch movie
with dearest again.
bio paper tmr,
prepared? HALF.
wish me luck AGAIN.
pffft!
ouh.
i swear i miss my
LONG LONG LONG hair..
dear rambut, please grow faster..
i'm desprately waiting to make me feel..
like a girl again.. (cause i wanna tie my hair la, dumb)
and i'm sooo rimas with short hair..
cause my hair is straight but wavy.
very frizzy and not silky..
and i wanna thank God for what i am,
though i dislike it..
so the only way to make me like it..
IS TO NOT CUT IT SHORT ANYMORE!! =DD
now, that's muuuuuch better! =))
love,
yraJANE
11:37 PM
★ Mujko samjho dil peh mat lo ★
Sunday, March 23, 2008
Never see you smile
I try to picture what's going on in your mind
He leaves you every night by yourself
He took your love and put it on the shelf
He doesn't really care how you feel...
You should be moving on girl what's the deal?
I wana see you out that door... cuz girl you know your worth much more
So baby tell me why you stick around
Always lonely and you only wear a frown
He don't treat you good and you know
The only thing left is for you to go
You shouldn't live a lie with someone
When deep inside you know he ain't the one
I don't know what to say no more
I wana see you out that door
Yah azizi (yo precious) is mahiri
I really don't wanna see u cry
Mujko samjho dil peh mat lo (understand me don't take it to heart)
Don't wana see another tear in your eye
Baby break away
Let him go
I don't know he's done to you
But I know that it's time to move on
Girl your is love blind
Girl I understand
That you're scared
And you feel that you might never love again
But baby that ain't true
No no no
I know that there some there for you
Someone that will see
That you are worth
An undiscovered treasure on this earth
Girl you know your worth so much more
Wana see you out that door
Yah azizi (yo precious) is mahiri
I really don't wanna see u cry
Mujko samjho dil peh mat lo (understand me don't take it to heart)
Don't wana see another tear in your eye
Baby break away
Let him go
I don't know he's done to you
But I know it's time to move on
Girl your is love blind
Yah azizi (yo precious) is mahiri
I really don't wanna see u cry
Mujko samjho dil peh mat lo (understand me don't take it to heart)
Don't wana see another tear in your eye
Baby break away
Let him go
I don't know he's done to you
But I know its time to move on
9:40 PM
★ socio ★
socio is killing me.
it's my forth time taking it already..
and i'm gonna tell the whole world,
that i cried just now thinking of socio.
tmr is my supp paper..
and i wish my lecturer know my blog right now..
i wanna tell her how much i worked hard for it,
i'm crying again whenever i think of it..
i hope i won;t cry when i take the paper tmr.
sigh..
make me pass this time..
i don't wanna waste 6 months more,
just for this..
9:07 PM
★ reflection ★
but i know i can't
cause i can't rule the world..
and daym, i'm a nobody.
whatever i'm gonna say now,
is based on general..
i've always wondered, what do people think when they make friends with someone who have THE SOMEONE SPECIAL and tend to get closer in away way.. do they realise on what the SOMEONE would think and feel? more over when you're the totally opposite sex. esp on how you talk.. the words you use.. the type of topic.. and whatever more.
if you ask me, i've always been "scared" to make friends with someone of my opposite sex that has that SOMEONE, well of course i have no choice if i gotta work with them in any way.. and i usually "stop" being friends with them after the work/project/camp and what more. sombong (stuck up)? no i'm not.. it's to protect myself. i don't wanna be labelled. i'm a NEW born basirah now. and i think that's my way of handling friends/relationships.
comments, please..
11:40 AM
★ parteyy ★
Friday, March 21, 2008
i declare that i only ate OTAK2 through out the time at the party. i didnt eat any decent MEAL. don't ask me why.
IFFAH BATRISYIA can walk already now, and yes.. she's now nice to people. she don't cry anymore. same goes to the twins JUNIOR. the bday boy DANIAL SYAHMI is a bit lazy to walk cause he LOVE to walk when he was younger and so i guess now he's tired. he'll walk when i hold, but he'll just rest his buttocks on the floor when i let go.. and for once, i feel like the TODDLERS ATTRACTION AGAIN. wheee! and ilyas and yusuf have grown bigger now.. and SOMBONG towards me, haha. but i still love them like before. as usual, when times go bad, they still go to me. haha! (cause i manje with them mahh!)
it was nice to see izyan and syahril and ijam again.. sadly, syahir wasn't around.. and i hope whatever we bought for DANIAL SYAHMI can fit him nicely, well atleast for the future. =) i love talking to the bigger SISTERS cause there's always something to talk about. WHEEEE! and i can't wait for the next family outing.. PLANNING IN PROCESS. and sadly all chalet that we wanted were fully booked, so still thinking of places. and i was being abit budak kecik/tak tau malu just now, cause i was just so da lame tk buat kerje mcm gitu.. and no, not the irritating kind.. the one that make people laugh kind. HAHA!
izyan love the present i gave her in advanced. =D YIPPPEEE! and Kak Ratna lend me more of those KOREAN AND JAP movies! whhooooo! i got the hols to watch.. =D =D =D =D
and tmr i need to wake up early, so i need to rest my eyes now and let these eye bags turn normal.. caus ei think i'm uglier now.. and with the fact that mali said i'm cengkung now.. i believe it so. pfffft!
ouh, i miss my bf.. cause.. we're on our own now. HAHA. not break up la! just
that we're having time of our own and i miss those times we go out.. well, one
day.. when both isn't busy..
love,
yraJANE
10:13 PM
★ flirt ★
the LAST DAY of attachment!
enough of that..
but i swear i can't imagine
myself having attachment for 3 MONTHS
on my third year.
and after which i will carry
on in this line as my career.
sheeessshh! am i for real?
hell, YEAH~
i miss my friends already..
awwww.. those funny moments together..
NICE..
i met my gay girl, malia, ystd.. SIMPANG! where else.. it was sad that raudah can't join us. i miss her alot! when will be our next camping trip together? i miss camping with you girls! =(( and longer hours please! =))
i'm going off to my Aunt's place soon after solat jumaat! birthday party baby. =D
and i miss my cousins! hoping to see all of them today.. kinda fat hope! but atleast IZYAN will be there, kan? hee!
till here..
love,
yraJANE
10:58 AM
★ When you look me in the eys ★
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own.
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true.
When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again?
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.
When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
More and more, I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head up high,
And it's all because you're by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
And when I hold you in my arms,
I know that it's forever
I just gotta let you know,
I never wanna let you go, cause
When you look me in the eyes.
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright, (it's alright)
When you're right here by my side. (by my side)
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven. (oh)
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
Oh yeah oh whoa yeah
8:51 PM
★ last day ★
thanks to EN Zakiah and the other 2 who let me go! haha. anyhos, tomorrow will be the last day of the attachment and.. i swear i'm gonna miss those students i worked with esp Rnina and Mimi! since we're the only one who work together closely.. not forgetting the people who is in the same shift as me, cause we really helped one another, though it's not our team. =)) and i was stuck in Team THREE through out, w/o swapping. kinda.. boring.. but Team THREE is one hell of a weird team, and it's no regret being there though. =) THANK YOU to those who have helped me in everything during the attachment. much appreciated! =D
and ouh. HAPPY 19TH SITI SYAMIMI. =P (the girl who like to arouse my anger with her "one word for you" stuff!)
i can't wait for this attachment to end. yet, i don't want it to end, okay diam eh. meet dearest soon after work. walked around at TM and the pasar mlm outside TM. few rounds made and i bought some personal stuffs. it was nice to spend my time with dear, afternoon shift make it a NO NO outing for us. and after supp papers, HELL I'M GONNA ENJOY! =DDDDDD
Sorry Cik Fatiah syg, you can't meet Nasir like how i meet my Muhammad Zulhilmi, but you know, distance makes the heart grow fonder. hee.
till here i blog, need to do research on drugs (pfffft!)
love,
yraJANE
when you look me in the eyes
8:17 PM
★ the last afternoon ★
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
i can't wait to end this attachment. but i also feel that, we need alot of attachment to get things right. but, TIRED LA. okay contradicting. HAHA!
i wanna HANG OUT with my girls again! movie with the TONS and SIMPANG with the gay girls, amcm?! woooohh! duit mana mau carik? COREK LA. budak kecik and cik ela date set, only not confirmed. and also adk del! =D and for my 3 angels (BBG).. we'll go makan one day and enjoy, okay? haha! celebrate the hols and whats not! =DDDD
and for dearest love, hmmmm. expensive restaurant? HAHAHA! mcm paham. never! i won't let you. =P
i went for a jog with dearest love in the morning. i'm having abrasion, and i didn't run la. haha! just went for A round at the stadium. some sit ups. and.. some TAK MENJADI pull ups. haha!
lepak awhile before go home.. =D
i'm sleepy now. and i wanna sleep. and i'll wake up in 45mins, and will mandi after that. wooooh! okay bye!
love,
yraJANE
it's like i'm walking on broken glass
10:51 AM
★ bipolar disorder ★
Sunday, March 16, 2008
11:35 PM
★ converse ★
i feel good though. =D i went to Om Itam's after shift ystd.. almost everyone was there. hee.. misses to all the cousins and aunts and uncles! =D kak fizah was soooo excited when she see me puting on weight so drastically. haha! and with the fact that her new camera that she bought was so nice and 10mega pix.. we decided to snap a few pics together. (sumpah muke berminyak!) i should have bought it la! haha. i dreamt of it last night. sooooo obsessed! haha! soooo kenssss right? hahah! okay shut up!
kak dirah was there too. and yes, what she said was true.. she look younger with short hair! hee. cute la you kak dirah. i swear i miss the times i had with cousin. the frequent outings and wasting money on hp bill just to talk and sms everyday. haha. we're still working on a date to go out together. =D she's having her O levels this year.. so i wont disturb her much. =)
i met up with dearest today. after so long not hanging out together. it feels like forever. hee. watched Leap Years together atlast. though it was my second time.. i still cried like i havent watch it before, haha!
tmr is grad ceremony. i'm still thinking whether or not to go, i can't seem to find anyone to go with. pfffft! but i wanna meeeeet MALIA!!! i sooo geram, can? bbaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!
okay bye!
love,
yraJANE
sometimes life can be hard. hold on to it.
12:04 AM
★ afternoon shift & tag replies. ★
Friday, March 14, 2008
- nina :: thank you lovely. see you again today. SO PENAT, CAN?
- ELA :: i had a blast too! yes, i missed the times we laugh for the slightest things. have more of it okay gf? hee!
- VS :: haha! which one u want? i'll tell u. aku tk blg kau psl bile aku nmpk kau je aku jadi gile. wakakaka!
- tia :: i am okay. no worries. hee. ubat? that one i dont know. hee! sorry. cannot help u with that. and yes, i saw u ystd~! =D mmmwahh!
-dyan :: SERIOUS? where were you?? asl tk panggil ke ape ke? kat mane u nmpk i ehhhh?? klu nmpk lagi tegur tau!! =D
okay, firsy day of afternoon shift ystd. TIRED OR WHAT SIA!! it's my feet that can't stand the standings. i guess it's my shoe. cause i'm fine when i wear my ncc boots and i think i stand longer than when i stand during shift. haha. wanna know why? cause it's stated anti microbial insole. haha. and it's true. =D and the cushion in the boot.. NICE. =D can i wear boots to work? erk, okay no. haha!
anyways, i got a story to tell. when it was 8plus, there was nothing to do. we basically stand at the side waiting for 9 pm to strike. visitors were still ALOOTTT! and i swear it was soooo kecoh at night. haha! so, when it was 8:59:40 (we were having that countdown thingy..) a call bell interupted the digital clock and the patients bed number came out.. so i had to answer the call bell, and i worked over time. HAHA! so much of wanting to go home straight. heh!
dear fetch me ystd, with his ncc uniform. awww. he was tired though. heee. thanks dear, for waiting. =) i totally miss you!
okay i wanna search some stuffs now. 5 days more to work. ppfffft!
p/s: my fav patients have gone home. haha!
love,
yraJANE
9:39 AM
★ results ★
Thursday, March 13, 2008
eventually, not.. i got TWO F's. sighhh..
with this down mood, i've atleast improved from the previous exam.
and, i just came back from my unit camp.
book out for the sake of my ATTACHMENT. pffft!
and the cadets are fine, i guess.
i'm sleepy now, yet.. i have no choice. haha!
and to the boys, it's not that i wanted you to feel guilty..
and made u think that i'm a big shot.
but i did what i had too.
obviously, i can't stand some of the cadets.
pffft! but i'm lazy to say more.
even the seniors can't do much anymore.
hah. sometimes i do think that these cadets are not meant
to join ncc. bbaaaahhhhh!
okay bye..
SUPP PAPERS SUCKS! grrrrr!
love,
yraJANE
10:56 AM
★ sometimes ★
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
but at the same time, i don't wanna get hurt anymore..
with the unnecessary comments, people and love notes.
baaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh!
and ouh, incase you forgot,
happy 17th.
enjoy life. pppffft~
love,
yraJANE
6:08 PM
★ that special day ★
Monday, March 10, 2008
a day out with dearest love to the City
was a very great antidote.
had an early dinner at Sour Puss. (2hot halal cafe)
it's ouh-so-nice. =)
the atmosphere and the food,
and of course.. the HANDSOME prince,
who has always been on my side all this while. =))
thank you syg..
you're in camp now, and i'd like to wish you
a happy 17th Months. (tmr)
love you alot. =))
FIRST day at ward 48.
disaster? i find it so..
it's so different from what my previous ward was,
and i knew its hard this time,
but i didn't know it was this bad..
it'll be between me and myself..
a short day out with tia and ela cured that
very, unstable mind of mine. (understand not?)
early dinner at Madjack with alot of cam whoring.
nice.. talked alot. hee. remembering the past..
very nice indeed, should do more of it again soon. =))
i shall be getting ready to go to bed..
morning shift tmr..
and ouh, with the fact that the ward was..
crazy, mimi and myself had this nice laughing
moments together. it was just effing good..
that i was laughing w/o any sound.
hahaha! and it was nice to meet
my JAMILAH AND HIDAYAH.
i met LELA on sunday. hee!
the nightmare i had was too horrible,
and it'll keep flashing back to my mind,
i swear i'm afraid.
very afraid infact..
be strong basirah,
you can overcome this.
love,
yraJANE.
honey, come home soon.. i need you.
9:00 PM
★ Cinderella ★
Saturday, March 08, 2008
Cinderella has always been another favourite.
esp when there's the continuation now.
anyways, while watching..
my little yet biggest size (FATTEST) brother took my seat,
cause i went to the kitchen awhile to get a drink..
he took my seat, of course i am angry..
i mean, u got ur fav seat in the hall,
and everyone knows it.. more over,
he will forever take people's seat if
the previous person didn't say "Raja belum mati"
and i swear it is not necessary for me to say that right?
and maybe i've been tolerating him alot..
whatever i'm saying is about my brother,
yes, you may think that alah, he's just a small kid..
if you're talking about small.. he's already primary 4..
and for my family, we don't see him as a kid..
BUT he needs to be treated like a kid..
and no, he's not RETARDED.
he even need people to fetch him back, or at least scold
him so he'll get home on time..
and i swear, any of us (my other sibling and i) that got to do with him,
and something goes wrong, we'll be the on to get the blame instead of him..
and it's HIS FAULT!
maybe i'm over reacting, i don't know..
but i wanna slap him so hard to make him realise
that he won't get anything he wants with me around..
he can fool my parents,
but not me..
i was so angry that when he refused to give me back my seat,
i pinched him so hard that he cried and gave way..
yes, mum and dad was infront of me when i did that..
they didn't do anything, cause they though i just shoo him away..
not knowing that i pinched him so hard..
when they started hearing him cry, they asked me what i did..
with simple word,
"kak cubit die.. padan muke.. budak mcm die nak kene di ajar"
my parents were not on my side, esp dad..
my dad started saying,
"ape yg kene ajar.."
and whatever shit more.. i ignored..
he didn't care less la..
mum didn't said anything.. she somehow agreed on me.. (i hope)
soon after, my F**KING BRO came up to my mum asking for minyak gamat..
my mum just said to search it in all the rooms.
there's internal bleeding due to the cause of the pinch i gave..
a big PADAN MUKE KAU, BABI!
my elder brother woke up soon after..
he asked what happen..
mum said,
"basirah cubit die."
and my elder brother replied..
"padan muke"
you see, my siblings and i hate him alot..
why?
he's the only one that doesn't get whacking and beating from my parents..
unlike us,
it's almost an everyday routine..
i guess because of that, he's the only one who really need
a tight slap in order to get some senses in his brains..
and i swear, he get almost everything that he wants.
though my parents don't wanna buy for him,
they will, at the end..
and those stuffs..
HE DON'T BLOODY NEED ALL THOSE STUFFS LA!
that is why i just sooooo wanna slap him so much.
he don't dare to ask my elder brother about him school work,
and therefore, he'll always ask me..
and the things he ask are very simple questions
that i know he can do..
he's just plain lazy to think.. and that's why i always refuse to help.
it's not my fault.. i've gave him key words..
yet he's plain lazy..
i can't help him more..
his problem if the teacher scold him..
NOT MINE. bloody hell..
love,
yraJANE.
1:15 PM
★ last day ★
Friday, March 07, 2008
okay anyways, today was my last day at Polyclinic.
i sure gonna miss them la.. we're like so attached to the Staffs there..
and ouh, i got a free shoe.
fyi, my shoe broke on the 3rd day. =.=
so i had to TAPE it with a better quality MICROPORE.
but don't worry, just because my shoe broke,
doesn't mean i didn't maintain like pro you know.
i tape from inside.. COOL RIGHT? okay kental.
but yeah, i bought soon after at BATA. haha!
but its kinda small, i just it will expand. HAHA!
but i always got the free shoe that SEN Kamsiah (thank you sooooo much!!) to stand by. hee!
but i loooook SUPER MAK CIK la wearing it. but i swear it's comfortable! =D
(if i know she wanna give i won't waste my money to buy. haha.)
anyways, PESTA PESTA PESTA super shiok. i wanna watch okay??
BYE BYE!
love,
yraJANE
9:18 PM
★ Blok 13 ★
Wednesday, March 05, 2008
blk 13 so emo sia today!
make me wanna cry...
i cannot tahan...
soooo emo laaaaa! too bad dear didnt get to catch this episode..
anyways, as expected.. today was just so dry that i almosy slept in the room. haha! and in total.. i only saw 4 patients. 2 in each service. luck wasnt in shane and my side.. no appointments for us to observe. haha..
okay, till here people.. i wanna sleeppp sleeeeep sleeppppp! =D
love,
yraJANE
p/s: i feel soo withdrawn from the world due to attachment. BBBBBBAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!
10:26 PM
★ Immunization ★
Tuesday, March 04, 2008
tmr is a boring day.. BUT.. I'M WORKING IN THE SAME ROOM AS SHANE! woohooo! plus point for me. and mimi is soooo jealous la.. cause it's like.. shane, mimi and myself will be having the same service for the day.. only that.. me and shane working together (means both of us AM[that is before lunch] for room i forgot, okay e.g 1)... but mimi the other room, after lunch swap with us.. (so mimi is taking room 2, for e.g. for her AM shift and will take room 1 for her PM shift) haha. cooool! but the service so dry la... i shall bring my story book.. okay no..
haha. till here..
love,
yraJANE.
10:34 PM
★ attachments. ★
Monday, March 03, 2008
baaaaaaaaaaaaahh!
sooooooo not helping. haha! but then again, atleast the attachments in the Polyclinic for the first week help a lil to fresehn up our brains, but still.. we're there just to observe. haha! first day was great i can say, i was posted to Emergency Cases and Treatment room, not forgetting, Dressing room for the afternoon.. tomorrow will be a day with the BABIES! wooohooo!
anyways, for a second i thought i knew no one that will be posted to Tampines Poly, but not knowing.. MIMI AND SHANE there too! atleast i not like, tercampak like that u know. haha! coool! i looikee. only the three of us were being so kecoh la.. anyways.. standing really kills me inside out! cause i got a small feeeeet! hahaha!
okay, i'm watching Daddy Day Care now.. (ending sooon) and i'm chatting with my Partner In Crime, Nurul Amirah Abdul Rahim. we've got alot to catch up.. soooooo.. till here people!
and i'm sleeping soooon!
and i saw the pretty, Delfina, in the Library! =D miss her larhh!
P/s: thank you awk untuk jemput saya tadi. syg awak! =))
love,
yraJANE
10:19 PM
★ ramen ten ★
Sunday, March 02, 2008
i was enjoying myself on the leap day, not knowing.. anything can happen..
my mum's friend passed away on the leap day..
there were some joke about him waiting for this day to returnto God, but the grief was there..
anyways, ystd was another outing for me, with cousin, syahir.. we went to town.. the difference between the outing with my gay girls and my cousin is that, gay girls = cheap, cousin = expensive (but once in a life time la). yes, haha.. i can say that we spent alot ystd.. we watched The Eye (reason was because cousin wanna see jessica alba), while waiting for the movie to start at 1910.. we went to eat at Ramen Ten. first time there.. i got myself a Teriyaki Chicken Don (Rice) and Strawberry Soda for the drinks.
nice? of course! haha. but syahir ate half of mine, cause the rice tooooo much la. He ordered Teriyaki Chicken Dry Ramen (noodle) and Mango Soda. how much we spent? dont ask. haha! and not forgetting 2 pieces of sushi. =D
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he looks like he's wearing make up and lipstick. haha!
he mcm paham like that eat vege, actually didnt eat at all. haha!
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yummy!! =D
The Eye wasn't bad at all, only that we all know the story line already.. hah.. people behind us keep kicking our chair cause they were shocked like that la.. haha. i got home almost 11, cause i took the bus.. =D
Today will be another day out. =D with Dearest!!! i'll be meeting him at 4 later.. ouh yes, mr handsome is working morning shift today.. explains the 4 pm. haha. i can't wait to meet him! =DD
okay, till here people..
love,
yraJANE
11:09 AM
★ Leap Day ★
Saturday, March 01, 2008
(ouh, where's my manners!) GOOOOOOOD MORNING PEOPLE! =)
okay, yes.. still can't get over this leap day thingy. haha!
on the 28 of Feb (leap day eve), i met Malia.. it was a coincidence la.. anyways, we went to places where we both can relax our mind and FILL our stomach. cause both of us didnt eat since morning.. we were both very emo you see.. anyways, after meeting one another, we we back to track on our happy mood, atleast not depressed. heh. thanks alot bf! =D
ystd was a blast... i swear i want more of it. please!!!! okay.. shhh! anyways, there's alot of funny stuffs that happen la..
the front row seat.
malia was being blind and deaf
us talking nonsense
BIDET!! (the joke of the day)
shaky hands during camwhore
new purse for the three of us..
the Cross necklace.
the money sort out
and alot more la! haha!
but my top fav would be the cross necklace and bidet. haha!
okay shhhh!
here's the collage, take a look. =D
love,
yraJANE..
p/s: i miss my boyfriend.
10:52 AM
