cause the steps i made are histories i write.
★ im back! i guess ★
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
shit me. liar.
so what really have happened to me?
i had a fight. not cat fights but mutual fights.
im happy its like DONE now. THANK YOU VERY MUCH!
pharmacology presentation ystd was like..
!@#$$#%@#^%&^*#^^*&^(^*(&*)()^%&%$#^#@%^&*(*&^%#$@!#@#^$&%*(
cause, IM SICK. and when i'm SICK.
i tend to get BLUR AND BLANK.
and when lecturer ask me question.
i was like a statue and kept quiet.
MY MARKS CONFIRM DAMN LOW!
okay diam. (:
my life is a mess. my wires are going haywires.
BUT.
i shall thank my lovely WBBG and my SYG for being there always.
not forgetting the BFFs Qay and Hilmi. though we've not been talking alot lately.
but your presence really make me feel happy okay? (:
kinder bueno makes me happy.
yesterday, i had a nice chat with Iman,
my bestfriend when i was pri 6.
ahhhh! sumpah i miss him.
haha! and we were talking about those days we had.
sheeesh! i feel so old.
how time fly so fast!
MAN! meet soon okay? (:
a new friend found. nice..
i don't know how my friend look like.
SERIOUSLY.
haha! like totally random! haha!
we'll meet soon i guess? (:
ouh! i've got no school today!
and ystd, me and syg saw an Audi TT while walking to int.
then we made noises! the rest infront was blur.
haha! sorry. cars turn me and syg on! aha!
imagine a rockstar shouting. NO VOICE LA! haha!
and the ride back in the bus was like. nice..
it felt like so long since i last took the bus like that.
SYG! remember the pinkie promise okay?!
you better tell me one day! ((:
okay i wanna rest now. and eat medicine maybe?
my doctor didn't pass me his medicine. how to eat eh, doc?
heh.
ouh ouh! i'm going to watch preview again with KHAI this year! eventually, it was supposed that we're selected to go on actual day, BUT thanks to me that will be going to JB on 9th Aug.. we had to go for preview this weekend!
and i can't wait for Lau Pa Sat gathering on sunday night, maybe? hehe!
okay take care ppl!
love,
basYRA
p.s: pinkie promise is still not broken!
10:55 AM
★ hit me till i fall ★
Sunday, July 27, 2008
but the race isn't over yet.
i think i'd die if i'm a participant.
cause at this point of time..
as what Sgt Farhan calls me..
i'm a ROCKSTAR!
cause i got sore throat and it's killing me!
ouh, not fun at all.
and THANK YOU to the lovely souls that helped me out
and stayed up the whole night.
Esp to SYG.. cause she only had 2 hours of sleep the previous day.
i feel guilty syg. believe it!
and it rips me inside to see you that way, cause i know it's all my fault.
love,
basYRA
11:56 AM
★ it's true ★
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
it hurts sometimes.
2:26 AM
★ shit you! ★
Friday, July 18, 2008
i'm stressed out.
learning guide not done. i cant find the sources.
i got 4 events tomorrow.
i wanna die soon.
$&*&(&^&$%^*&(^%&^#@@@%&*(^%&^#%(*&^%#@$#*&^#@@(*&^@#!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DONE CURSING! (:
happy birthday tia!
10:44 AM
★ one more and that's it! ★
Sunday, July 13, 2008
believe it or not. i'm like the only one from gynae group that goes to ward 34 next week. when th rest goes to 81. WHY SIAA?!?!?! blooddyyyyy!
and i'm conused to go morning or afternoon tmr! HOW?!?!
anyhos! below are those i MISS LIKE ALOT LA!
i hope to meet these people soon! ((:
love,
basYRA!
9:46 AM
★ earth and sky ★
Friday, July 11, 2008
i thought we're one.
but instead..
we're like the earth and the sky.
always at the same place
but never meet.
11:33 PM
★ ps, i'm still not over you ★
Wednesday, July 09, 2008
abortions are totally NOT COOL. it's a pain to abort. not like how it's shown on tv. TOTALLY NOT! i'm happy, today.. cause.. i didn't see any fetus. means, i see no abortions today. i did a few admissions. NICE. my last admission was very SCARY. i hope she's awake. sheessshh!
Yeah
yeah yeah-yeah
yeah yeah yeah
No oh wo
Mmm
[Verse 1]
Wassup?
I know we haven't spoken for a while
But I was thinking 'bout cha
And it kinda made me smile.
So many things to say
Had da put 'em in a letter
Thought it might be easier
The words might come out better
How's ya mother?
How's ya little brother?
Does he still look just like you?
So many things, I wanna know the answers to
[Bridge]
Wish I could press rewind
and rewrite every line
To the story of me and you
[Chorus]
Don’t you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you off my mind
But it don’t get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothing to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you
[Verse 2]
Excuse me
I really didn’t mean to ramble on
But theres a lot of feelings
That remain since you been gone
I guess you thought that I
Woulda put it all behind me
But it seems there's always something
Right there to remind me
Like a silly joke
Or somthin on the T.V.
Boy it ain't easy
When I hear our song
I get that same ol feelin'
[Bridge]
Wish I could press rewind
Turn back the hands of time
And I shouldn`t be telling you
[Chorus]
Don’t you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you off my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And im lost and confused
I've got nothing to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. Im still not over you
You (you)
Still not over you
Hey yeahhh
Mm mm
[Bridge]
Did you know I kept all of your pictures?
Don't have the strength to part with them yet
Ohh no
Tried to erase
The way ya kisses taste
But some things a girl can never forget
[Chorus]
Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you off my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And im lost and confused
Ive got nothing to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. Im still not over you
i ate with my lovelies today. and it made my day more colourful =D
i wanna spend all my time with my friends, can?
shane miss me. WOW! haha!
syg said i got dreamy eyes today.
i think i do, though. haha.
i miss having long bus rides with syg.
afternoon shift tmr. and morning shift on fri.
nice.
been dreaming about you lately.
that's how much you mean.
that's how much you mean.
love,
basYRA
7:58 PM
★ today ★
Monday, July 07, 2008
and it's all about school.
ouh, i miss you..
deliveryboy
love,
basYRA
6:28 PM
★ spicy tuna ★
Sunday, July 06, 2008
CBTL for the start of day. library next. then window shopping. =D
teh cino iced is NICE. =D right, bf? haha!
i'm kinda addicted to She's Like a Star. yet, i find the song irritating. haha!
SPIDEY 2 TODAY! wheee!
i wanna go to cousin house early, so i can catch the movie. =D
tmr will be another day to WORK! ouh, i don't like.
not just that. i have to attend classes back at campus after or before shift. NICE.
such PLEASURE, i call it.
atleast a point to smile about, me and syg and kak jam having the same shift.
not sure about the others.
okay i wanna go study again.
love,
basYRA
11:09 AM
★ peads! ★
Saturday, July 05, 2008
ouh, I MISS MY WBBGP. and my TONS. and my NGONGNGONGS.
it's difficult when we're all in the same hospital yet different shifts. NOT HELPING. haha.
last two days was my considered last AFTERNOON at peads. i was hyper on thurs. kept singing lagu BUNGA. haha. kai was like, "eh bas, DIAM LA" haha! but he got addicted soon after. =p kak jam has always been very cool. haha. Mon was funny. she said, "one, two.. one two three." haha! they're just a bunch of funny people. jannah and her forever sexy/hot stuffs. and wendy with her gemberu. and trisa with her violent act to the babies. HAHA!
it was kinda sad to leave the ward on fri , but hey! i can always visit them! hee. Young Firman, nice name. irritating boy. yeah.. he's in kak jam's cubicle. damn cute too. haha!
those people made my day. really. ((:
i went to microbiology lab ystd. i was amazed la. can i work there instead? mind you, i went there alone. lucky i'm a direction genius when comes to hospitals. haha!
theme song for friday was Fall for you. haha! i keep on singing till everyone was irritated. SORRY LA. I JUST LOVE TO SING! =D
something funny happened in the morning. while i was half awake, daddy was strumming Soldier of Fortune and singing his lungs out. so after that, i went to heat my pancake. "tinggg!" i took out the pancake, put it on the plate. while walking out to the hall, i sang the song.. "guess i'll.." i stopped singing. look down, and continue singing.. "always be.. a soldier of fortune" MY PANCAKE DROPPED LA! bloody hell! haha! i laughed soon after. thanks to my care giver who saw what happened and laughed at me too. haha!
okay, I NEED TO STUDY. dont ask why. haha!
love,
basYRA.
8:36 AM
★ waktu terasa semakin berlalu ★
Thursday, July 03, 2008
imissridingwithyou. butitwasntthesamethistime. ikeepremindingmyselfabouwhatyousaid.
morning shift from monday to wednesday.
case study wasn't done yet. i was the last to submit. submitted on Wednesday, when it's supposed to be handed by Tuesday. but no worries, i did well.. atleast that's what my CI said. haha.
on tuesday, it was my first time to go home straight after shift and i slept till EIGHT IN THE EVENING! i was just damn happy la. haha! i woke up wednesday morning with a smile on my face. NICE! ((:
jannah gave me a new name again, VELCRO. yeah. the Velcro strap. i don't even know if it's spelled correctly. haha. reason being, she wanna stick to me every time cause it seems that i got alot of work to do. cute huh? haha. and when i combine the names she give me. it'll be.. MINAH VELCRO. haha!
ystd, my dearest syg gave me a nice surprise. i was also abit of a dumbdumb to forget what sarah said. haha. syg gave me a nice surprise by asking me to wait at kopitiam after shift. i was wondering why. she just said she wanna pass me something. so i just waited lor. and to my surprise, she wasn't in uniform, she was in home clothes. meaning to say. she's going back. then it triggered in my mind that, "ouh. today syg change to morning shift cause got FB!" yeah, i was that dumbdumb! thank you syg! i miss youuuu! hee.
outing with a friend for the (considered) first time. nice person. thank you for the outing. and that's the real me that you see. (:
when i went out with him, all i think about was you.. how i wish, he.. was you. sigh.
afternoon shift today. i'm happy! cause i get to sleep! HAHA! and i shall get prepared for work now.
toodles!
i'm missing alot of people! i swear!
love,
basYRA.
9:48 AM
