cause the moon doesn't need the stars

cause the steps i made are histories i write.

★ hohoho! ★

Saturday, March 31, 2007

heyllo! ignore the previous entry. HAHAHA! i'm no longer emo.. i'm.. now... ermmm... TAKOT NAK MAMPOZ + DIKEBUMIKAN + TAHLIL + APE2 YG SEWAKTU DGN NYE... wakakakakA! DIAM LAR! anyways, i was treated so extra special by dearest yesterday. *flying to the sky* kay bedek. thanks alot to dearest dearest for being the best BF ever *mal, tkmo jealous!! HAHAHAHA! you're still the best girl BF ever. =D* and and.. i wanna do something.. since dear posted my pic on his bloggie blog blog.. why not.. i do the same? =D

that's the dearest.

in the MRT, I LOVE TO TAKE HIS PICS! =D

in the bus. =DD

and that's me in the car. HAHAHA!

and that's me and my dearest twin brother. =)))))

4:16 PM

★ DIAM LAR! ★

Thursday, March 29, 2007

whenever it comes to night life. i either get super happy or super emo shit sia! now i very emo/sad. yes! i don't know why... everytime i go this SOMEONE's blog, i get/feel.. erm... i don't know la, fill-in-the-blanks.. seriously lar. i'm trying my best to ignore it.. but, HEART PAIN LA BABI! super PAINFUL la sey. skdufhcvkjhntdvugchshjhsjfngirvhec jbhgt thanks ey!

and please, read the words on the picture above.

thanks!!

i may be unreasonable, but mind you.. do take care of my heart... cause it's fcuking fragile.

11:48 PM

★ i'm farking SICK! ★

yes yes.. i'm sick!!!
idiot you know! cause next week camp. then i sick like toot. my voice run away ready. vair vair sad you know! imagine uh. how to go to camp with no voice?! waste time only kan! tooooot!! but i seriously hope i'll be back in tip top condition on sunday. HUHU!

anyways, i got something to declare. I GOT A NEW BF!!! =DDD whose name is IQMALIA. and that will make me GAY, cause i'm also her BF. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! mal, tkmo giler ehk!! haha! she's sick too okay! how to go to camp? tell me, tell me! mira!!! you sick not? hahaha! i think we're to "scared" laa! wakakakaka! SHUT UP LAR! =D

ouh ouh. i went "shopping" yesterday with dearest ABG PETER, we went to IKEA, then GIANT.. then COURTS *to draw money* and we had fun playing xbox 360 at COURTS. HAHAHA! and then we went to GIANT again. we shop like hell. hahaha! very funny. i didn't know my bf is a lil HIGH when it comes to shopping and FOOD. haha!! i laughed alot lar okay. and then shop until TK INGT DUNIA, look at the watch, it was 2230. HAHAHAHA! then we go pay for the stuffs.. then headed home.. while otw home, i lost part of my voice. *that's why i said my voice run away* haha! then dear said, "you don't talk so much okay.." so i kept quiet lor. and i'm whispering to everyone at home instead of talking, cause it's super irritating. huahuahua!

just now i went shopping for camp stuffs. first, i thought of going to polyclinic. but then my throat suddenly not itchy. HUHU! so i ended up shopping for camp stuffs. i bought 3 black tees at Hang Ten. SALE mah. haha. 1 for $4. =D but tell me uh, 3 enough meh for atleast 5 days? TAIK! cause i not enough money larr! kay diam! then after that bought padlock and marker. then i went to meet abg. cause i came with him and he went to library and i went off to get my stuffs. i meet him in the library. it was raining heavily. mind you.. it was raining and we took the bike, motorbike i mean. HAHA! SUPER DUPER ZUPER BUPER cold i tell you! and the worst part was. both of us were wearing SLIPPERS instead of shoe. HAHAHA! and i was thinking, i'm already sick.. and what now? play in the rain. HARHARHAR! i quickly mandi when i got home sey. hahaha! okay dah.. thats all for today. =D

I LOVE MYSELF =)))

BYE LARR!! =DD

7:07 PM

★ fine lor. i update.. hahaha! ★

Monday, March 26, 2007

yes! updating...
huhuhu! life has been great lately. yes yes!! alot of things has been going on.. and there's too much to say.. cause i can't remember them myself. HAHAHAHA! =.= i've been meeting dearest alot lately, cause i'm going to camp soon. 2 weeks that is. huahuahua! i'm scared! i'm scared! okay la.. bedek.. i'm VERY scared! hahahaha! =.=, i know! anyways.. i don't know what more to say. hurhur! i shall now declare that MAL and MIRA will be my CLT buddy during camp. HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!

i seriously don't know what to write.

okay i know..

i love muhd zulhilmi bin abdul rahman
i love my babobehs/tha b word
and i miss them truly.
and that's a confirm. =D

i miss and love some of you guys too. but no names shall be mentioned.. cause i want it that way.. and cause the top are the most i love and miss. HAHAHAHAHHHAHAHHA!!! why? cannot meh? shut up lar!

okay BYE!!

11:35 PM

★ DIAM LAR! ★

it's hard for me to blog always cause i can't use the fucking laptop.. so, please do not go, "oi! update ur blog la.." cause.. you're the one being so go-blog (goblok) hahahaha!

OKAY BYE!
I'M GOING TO 53RD CLT COURSE, AND THATS A CONFIRM. SO SHUT UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

10:58 PM

★ FCUK yesterday's entry ★

Monday, March 19, 2007

hoho!! i woke up ouh so early today!! i slept at 0230 and woke up at arnd 0930.. wah.. haha 7hrs only you know~ anyways, i went to school today, JUNYUAN, not NYP.. to get Mrs Tan's signature on my CLT Form.. and guess what? i brought Ryan along.. hahah! yes yes! cannot help it lar.. he very the super glue with me..

convo of me and Mr Wong (boys unit CO)
"ey.. your brother uh??"
"no la.. my neighbour.."
"huh!?!? how come neighbour also can bring out want??"
"cause he's my part-time lover.. he can't separate with me.."
then Mrs Tan said,
"then u wanna go camp how?!?!??!?!"
hahahah!

i miss school!!! shut up lar!! but i dont miss homeworks and HISTORY and ART!!

ANYWAYS....
i got a chance to see dear when i was going to school just now.. hehe. i miss him, you know! but then just lambai2 only la.. muke pon tk nmpk clear.. and yes, he took off today.. nk enjoy la kire.. hope you're enjoying well now dear.. =) and yes, i can't go out with him.. cause, he got better things to do? haha! no la.. he's not that evil and mean and cruel.. he's just bad.. HAHAHA! and i lied.. cause.. he's not even bad.. the best BF ever!!! jealous?? your problem uh! =D

guess what guess what?? i'm going to pasir ris later!! to ILYAS hse!! YIPPPEEEEE!! if dear can enjoy, i also can enjoy.. BUT!!!!

TODAY LAST EPISODE OF HANA KIMI..

sad la sey!! i don't care.. i wanna buy the CD!!! but if got no subtitle, FOR WHAT kn?
!#$%$%^%^&^%^$#!##%$^%&%^$!#%$%$^%&*%&$%^*&^$

done cursing. =))

and i'm gonna come late for meeting.. cause.. I WANNA WATCH HAMA KIMI LAST EPISODE LOR!! why? cannot? can kn? kay best!

and and.. i better get going now cause i wanna go siap.. cause i wanna go ILYAS hse.. cause i wish too.. cause i lied.. cause nenek is there.. and cause she's sick.. and therefore i wanna see her and also take the opportunity ti meet ILYAS! YAY!!!!

OKAY SHUT UP

BYE LARR!! =))

4:03 PM

★ buzz off, will you? THANK YOU! ★

yes yes.. buzz off will you? i'm getting pissed by him as days go by. like, what is wrong with you?? i admit, you're a history to my life.. and it's wrong, in your eyes, for me to treat you cold when you expect me to treat you like always.. HEY! GET A LIFE LAR! he is also a history to my life, and i can accept him cause he doesn't BUG ME like you do! and yes, he doesn't jump to conclusion and say, "don't treat me as your enemy" FUCK YOU lar! who are you to judge me? who are you to even say that. and I DID NOT TREAT YOU LIKE MY ENEMY. get this, you peabrain! and i hate the way you MAKE USE of your friend to get to me. WHERE'S YOUR BALLS, you MOFO! see why i can still accept him instead of you?? you don't even have the guts to talk to me, instead.. you asked your friend to do it.. and guess what?? i rather make YOUR friend, as my BEST FRIEND.. instead of YOU! cause even when he know whatever he's doing is wrong.. he did said sorry and he actually asked me to befriend with you again.. and do you know how irritating it is when he always say, "eyy.. tk call ***??" yes, i took it as a joke.. but hey.. my ears go hairy when i hear your name la! and i'm sure, you'll complain to your friend.. and he'll call me up tmr to tell me this and that. i'm not trying to UNGKIT but you know, YOU SUCK! you made me to a very monstrous person when i was that ouh-so-nice girl. yes, YOU! you test me here and there when all i did was SABAR.. you made me loose that something that i was really good at, and yes.. i'm suffering now.. BECAUSE YOU STOLE MY SPECIALTY! OUH *******, YOU SUCK BIG TIME!

i shall not blabber about this anymore.. i won't waste my precious time on YOU anymore okay? i HATE you, yes.. i do!

1:06 AM

★ NCC Challenge Quest ★

Friday, March 16, 2007

my boyfriend look EXTRA CUTE AND SMALL today! and somehow, i LIKE it. haha. yes dear, i like you that way. but it makes you look so small la. hehehe. but CUTE larr!! like CAIR skjap gitu lor. i wanna see you like that again, can? hehe. anyways, i was feeling abit.. different when i was at HQ just now. i mean, i don't know la. just.. different. and the best part that happened just now was that.. i met my dearest Ophir darling, Juni, Iffah and Liza. and yes, each of them got super tight huggs from me.. i miss them alot larr. it was sure a very good thing that i hugged them. i feel so.. "lepas rindu" hehehe! they were really smelly though =P but who cares.. hug tetap hug babe!! =D

Si Tikus really helped me alot for my CLT form today. thanks ehk! it's weird to see you there, but well.. you are there already. what to do kn? hehehe. and your hamster made my finger have internal bleeding!! =.= Si Tikus jaga Hamster.. HAHAHAHA! and millions of sorry to dear, cause i wasn't there when it's your turn to hit the Bull's eye. i hope you'd understand.. i was with that Tikus, who brought me here and there.. despite the fact that it was blazing hot. sorry kayy? =J

i shall not comment anything for what happened today, cause i didn't participate in anything. just a big GOOD JOB to the Archery team for winning the Champion. caya la EAST! we're still the best among the best! =D happy happy slalu okay EAST? shhhaaaayannnng EAST!

and i guess i'll just blog till here. take care ppl..

BYE LARR!!! =D

9:42 PM

★ you need not remind me. hell yeah! i'm the mofo princess! ★

Thursday, March 15, 2007

yes yes, i admit.. i've not been blogging.. why?? why so KAYPO? hahaha! fine lor.. wanna know what happened this few days?? well.. here goes! i'll cut it short of course!

hmmm.. where shall i start? okay.. erm, i seriously can't remember any toooots! hahaha!! i know i know!! SATURDAY!! i totally forgot that i actually got a Thank You Dinner by Mr Sin Boon Ann.. when daphne msged me, reminding me abt it.. i went like.. "HENG UH i didn't go out today!!" hahaha.. so yeah.. planned with khai to meet what time and everything. FOOD.. FREE!!! =D wakakakaakakaka! anyways, after the dinner. we went off to Daddy's place.. main reason of going there was.. TO SEE THE CAMPIFIRE FROM HIS HSE.. yes, me and khai were that desperate to see campfire, infact.. we're missing camp.. if only we went in in the afternoon, we'd be able to stay over till campfire.. BIG SIGH! anyways, after that.. play2 with baby awhile.. then went off..

SUNDAY,
woke up late for Madrasah.. cause SOMEONE didn't have to go to work.. and so i didn't need to gave the wake up call, and i woke up late. BIG =.= hahaha! after that, went to CC for Young Explorer.. pathetically.. only me and khai were there.. and with great luck.. everything went on so fine, cause the things we asked the kids to do are so... E-A-S-Y, easy..!! =D vair vair happy!! then after that.. rest awhile at home.. then made my way to PP to meet... dear!!!! yes, it has been a long time since we "went out".. due to work la.. so sad right? haha! anyways.. it was fun! =D

MONDAY,
went out with Adk Mar, Mama Naia... and DEAREST MBAA. we went to the beach to do some cycling and just have fun. hahs! anyways, while otw back.. i received a very very GOOD NEWS from Ir.. okay la.. to him very very good news la, but i also wanna tompang happy.. can kn? =D hahaha! and then i forgot what happen.. =D

TUESDAY,
i met SYAHIR! =D hahaha.. yeapps.. i did! we wanted to watch Stomp the Yard, but it was still wasn't out at The Cathay. so we decided not to watch any. hehs! then we went to eat.. at no other, but.. LJS.. he clever ready now, no need to ask me what i want to eat. haha! the drink also he know ready.good right? =D then we go jln2.. then it rained. boohooo! then we went to Esplanade! lek2.. skali.. rain also!! so we sit inside Esplanade.. played our most fav game on earth.. wanna know the game? it's... CHOPSTICK! yes! chopstick! =D hahaha.. lame right? I KNOW! our problem la wanna play what! herhhh! anyways, the clock struck 1900hrs. and we went off to the MRT station.. he send me there.. we went separate ways. he took the bus. something happened when i reached Tampines. and i really hope that it won't happen again. *Insyallah*i got home arnd 8plus.

TODAY!
i went to JYSS, yes.. JYSS.. to buy School Mag/Year Book. sad la sey! like so.. disappointing. i prefer the 2005 one more then this.. cause.. my face got more in the 2005 book. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA! okay la fine lar! 2006 year book got only 3 of my faces excluding the class pic. TOOOOOT la sey! haha.. T-H-R-E-E only.. i know la, i tamak one kind.. hahaha VAINPOT mahh! can kn?!?!?!?! =D and then.. go mrayap awhile at blakang.. went back to Lyy's place.. slack awhile.. Yana called up.. saying that Aunty Ain gave birth ready.. ape lagi, ikot them go KK hospital lor! =D baby BOY =.= yes, i don't like! cause the Female population in Ali's generation is TOOOO LITTLE! and being the FIRST female.. is such a BORE! hahaha! trust me, it's true. haha! shut up lar!! then after that.. went to Tekka to eat. ia te Nasi Ayam Penyet.. FIRST TIME okay!! hahaha! the sambal super nice la sey! wakakaka! after tummy full ready, go home!!! =D and that's all i did today!!

and and.. i got secret to tell you..
it's... BYE LARRR! =DD

2:54 AM

★ my problem larr ★

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

i got alot of things to say..

but i tired like tooooot

so i dont wanna say anything.. except...

take care to dearest MBAA.. who is almost or have already reached KL
reach home safely alright??
mwahhhs!!

BYE LARR!

12:20 AM

★ Zhuan Shu Tian Shi ★

Saturday, March 10, 2007

wu bu hui guai ni, dui wo de wei zhuang
I won't blame you for bluffing me
tian shi zai ren jian shi gai chang hao chi bang
Angel should cover up their wings in the mortal world
ren men yu chun lu mang, er ni xian xi shan liang
Humans are slow to think and harsh
whereas you are kind hearted
zhen neng rang ni wei le wo bei peng shang
How can I let you get hurt just because of me?

xiao xiao de shou zhang, hou hou de wen nuan
the small small palm, the thickness of warmth
ni zong neng ping fu wo bu an de ye wan
you always calm the uneasiness of my heart at night
bu gan xiang de meng xiang, tou guo ni de yan guang
the dream that i ran away from, when i look into your eyes
wo cai kan jian, ta yuan lai zai qian fang
i saw that my dream is just infront

mei you shui neng ba ni qiang li wo shen pang
no one can take you away from my side
ni shi wo de zhuan shu tian shi
you're my personal angel
wei wo neng du zhan
that belongs to only me
mei you shui neng qu dai ni zai wo xin shang
no one can replace you in my heart
yong you yi ge zhuan shu tian shi
having a personal angel
wo na li hai xu ya bie de yuan wang
what kind of other wishes i can have?

xiao xiao de shou zhang, da da de li liang
a small small palm yet with a big strength
wo yi ding ye hui xiang ni yi yang fei xiang
i will soar just like you
ni xiang qu de di fang, jiu shi wo de fang xiang
where you wanna go, is where i'll go to
you wo bao hu, xiao rong jing guan can lan
having your protection, my smiles are as bright as the sun

mei you shui neng ba ni qiang li wo shen pang
no one can take you away from my side
ni shi wo de zhuan shu tian shi
you're my personal angel
wei wo neng du zhan
that belongs to only me
mei you shui neng qu dai ni zai wo xin shang
no one can replace you in my heart
yong you yi ge zhuan shu tian shi
having a personal angel
wo na li hai xu yao bie de yuan wang
what kind of other wishes i can have?

yao bu shi ni chu xian
If it wasn't you that appear
wo yi ding hai zai cheng shui
i would have been still asleep
jue wang de yi wei, shen ming zhi you hei ye
I thought that life revolves only around the night

mei you shui neng ba ni qiang li wo shen pang
no one can take you away from my side
ni shi wo de zhuan shu tian shi
you're my personal angel
wei wo neng du zhan
that belongs to only me
mei you shui neng qu dai ni zai wo xin shang
no one can replace you in my heart
yong you yi ge zhuan shu tian shi
having a personal angel
wo na li hai xu yao, bie de yuan wang
what kind of other wishes i can have?

i love this song la okay! the OST song of Hana Kimi.. =D

5:33 PM

★ and.... ★

i got to use the lappie.. not for FREE okay!! nothing comes for free in abg's eyes.. so i need to sacrifice abit, correct dear? hahaha..!! only he knows the price.. =D hahah!!

anywayss.. on thurs.. i wanted to ROT at home and watch my dearest Wu Zun *the handsome guy up there* since i missed the pass few episodes.. suddenly!!
abg :: ey, nk gi suntec??
me :: =.= IT fair, kan??
abg :: ey! tau pon!! nk nk nk??
me :: ape2 la.. syahir going .. thats why i know =D
abg :: haha.. naek MRT tau..
me :: uh?? naek motor lar!!!
abg :: yerla2!!!
me :: ey, aku rase naek MRT lagi baek.. *cause i remembered that suntec is a busy place*
abg :: naek motor sudah lar...!
me :: uh yerla2..

so we went off at arnd 5.. TRAGIC u know!! hahaha! cause .. i WOULDN'T STILL BE ALIVE. =D almost accident.. NICE! but the thing was.. almost accident, but i still.. "relax" WAKAKAKAKA! i'm prepared to die i guess.. OKAY TERRIBLY NOT! then i said.. "oi! aku lom khawin lom dpt anak lagi la!! tkkn kau nk bunoh aku!" =D the only thing he said, "HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!" =.= anyways, called syahir when we reached there..

me :: hello u.. where's the place actually..?
him :: kt convention hall.. u da smpi?
me :: da.. baru je. u??
him :: i lom jejak sane pon.. i kt Cathay skrg.. nanti i da smpi i call u kay??
me :: okay.. byebye..
him :: byebye..

then.. otw walking to the convention hall.. we saw.. KAK MAS!!! how i wish his son, DEAREST ILYAS, was there too.. daym MISS him okay!! sigh... anyways.. bla bli blu.. very fast there.. less tham 30 mins.. hahaha.. arnd there lar... i got 20bux from this mat-salleh, cause i let him use my name for this thing he bought at a Student Special price.. =D hahaha!!! first thing came to my mind when he said.. "i'd give u 20bux.." was.. "mcm I Bet You Will kt MTV lak!!!" wakakakaka!!! and i went like.. "erm.. yeahh.. no need the money.." BUT!! he still gave it to me.. hahaha.. then msged syahir telling that i'm going off ready and can't meet him.. but he asked me to wait a lil while cause he reaching.. i was at the bike ready by then.. SAD LA SEY! cause i really wanted to meet him.. hahaha!

and i was supposed to go out with him today.. BUT!! he work la.. i dont even think he remembered our plan. hahaha! he is one forgetful guy u know! hehss..

i dont know what more to blog.. =D

KAY BYE!! =D

2:42 AM

★ Walk Away ★

Tuesday, March 06, 2007

I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me
I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me

I saw you with your new girl just yesterday
And I feel that I must confess
Even though it kills me to have to say
I'll admit that I was impressed
physically just short of perfection
Gotta commend you on your selection
Though I know I shouldn't be concerned
In the back of my mind I can't help but question

Does she rub your feet
When you've had a long day
And scratch your scalp
When you take out your braids
Does she know that you like to play PS2
'Til 6 in the morning like I do

I can't explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on
It gets so hard to walk away
I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me
Walk away
Walk away
Walk away
I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me
Walk away
I can't forget how we used to be

I guess I have to live my life from day to day
Hoping maybe you'll come back
I know I tell myself not to be afraid to move on
But it seems I can't
Though my new man is giving me attention
But it ain't the same as your affection
I know that I should be content
In the back of my mind I can't help but question

Does he kiss me on my forehead
Before we lay
Show up on my doorstep
With a bouquet
Does he call me in the middle of the day
Just to say baby I love you like you used to

I can't explain this feeling (I can't explain)
I think about it everyday (everyday)
And even though we've moved on (moved on)
It gets so hard to walk away
I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me
Walk away (walk away)
Walk away
Walk away
I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me
Walk away
I can't forget how we used to be

So how do I express this feeling
'Cause nobody compares to you
And you know that she'll never love you like I do
I can't explain this feeling
I think about it everyday (everyday)
And even though we've moved on (moved on)
It gets so hard to walk away

I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me
Walk away (walk away)
Walk away (walk away)
Walk away
I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me
Walk away

I can't forget how we used to be
I can't explain this feeling
I think about it everyday (everyday)
And even though we've moved on (moved on)
It gets so hard to walk away

I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me
Walk away (walk away)
Walk away (walk away)
Walk away

I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me
Walk away

I can't forget how we used to be
I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me
I'm gonna remember you, you're gonna remember me

4:43 PM

★ WOOOHOOO?? ★

Sunday, March 04, 2007

okay.. today.. VERY LONG DAY. i was out from 7 till NOW. yea, cause i'm at Lyy's place. =D hahaha! after madrasah.. ayah fetched me and mbaa from madrasah to ECP, for some picnis with Mama's family.. yeap.. fun.. haha! long time nvr picnic u know!! =D then sad la sey.. RAIN!! all go in the tent.. haha.. some at the shelter.. hahaha! funny u know!! THE ENTRY WILL BE VAIR VAIR SHORT!! anyways.. i played Scrabbles.. FOR ONCE!! hahahhaa!!! i siao, I KNOW! =)) kay la.. till here ppl.. i wanna go home.. i wanna watch UGLY BETTY!!! =DDDDD

BYE LA!!

10:12 PM

★ and then... ★

Friday, March 02, 2007

you know.. i was supposed to go ncc today.. last week didnt go cause of work.. this week.. i may not go.. cause.. raining heavily now larr.. my purpose wanna go for ncc today is the Campfire.. if raining i dont know got campfire not.. THEN FOR WHAT i go, true? hahaa! so i think i not going larr.. unless it stop raining at 6 or something.. but haiya.. NOT GOING larr. no campfire.. i want campfire only... thats all.. herhhs..

kay... wanna know something? i lazy wanna blog.

KAY BYE!!

4:42 PM

★ Tragedi Oktober ★

Thursday, March 01, 2007

i got to use the lappie. WOW! anyhuuuus, today was that another boring day at home.. BUT!!! i killed my time by reading that malay novel i borrowed from the library some time ago.. and guess what.. when i started reading the middle part.. i figured something out.. the story is SOOO SIMILAR of that Hanazakarino Kimitachihe - korean/chinese tv series.. yeah yeah! and well, i havent blog abt this before.. I'M OBSESSED WITH WU ZUN AKA YIQUAN....!!!!! okay shut up!! this is something very rare okay!!! cause u know, he's my FIRST.. yes FIRST... actor that caught my eyes. yes, seriously.. i never felt this before la, u know. hahaha.. tmr's episode is very very AHHHHH!!! I MUST WATCH!!! hahaha. told u i'm obsessed with him. hahahaa. okay whatever!!!!

ouh ouh.. yes, i'm still feeling down.. ifhrfndskfvufuckefdnfdnyoujknfdfhnlarr!!! somethings are better left unsaid.. sometimes i wanna tell you, but you know... ah.. forget it.. yeah, it's you la okay.. misunderstandings, yes.. maybe i'm wrong la.. but. sigh.. SHUT UP BCITH.

KAY BYE!

12:30 AM