cause the moon doesn't need the stars

cause the steps i made are histories i write.

★ ★

Thursday, May 31, 2007

whhhheeeeehooooo!
i'm back from the FIRST day of spec cse phase 1. and yeah! i'm dead tired i tell u! hahaha! S1 job aint easy at all. esp when both are first timers. hah! and the best part.. PAPER CUTS! daym! irritating like fcuk! opps?! and anyways, i updated some stuffs just now morning. like got hmwk gitu eh. kesian. haha! padahal nominal roll seyy! grrr.. anyways, i wish to not go back! HAHAHA! but i still want too.. cause i'll be with dear 24hours. *big wide smiles!* hehs! and anyways, i may be going to phase 2 also. *wheeeee!!!* i can meet mal! i can be with dear 24hours, AGAIN! this is sooo coool! thats is IF ican really go to pahse 2 by LT Lee's order la. *praying hard* kay best. =D

and ouh, i decided to make today an enjoying day for myself and dear. we went out. he went to cut his hair short. and i wanted to service my phone. but sadly, they don't have any slider for the moment, i have to wait for like 2 weeks if i send in my phone today. and so he said to come a week later. my reason to send in my phone today was that, since i'm going back to camp and cant use camera phone.. just why not i send it while im away kn? haha! then skali.. grrr! anyways, till here i blog. here are some pics of me and dearest dear. =))

i love him. =))

he didn't take this. i took it. =D

OLE Tampines Carnival. =))

in the bus, otw to BCTC. =) the CLT and the S/CLT. hehs

i love him, really. =)) and he look super smart like FIB. =D

with love,
yra.jane.

BYE LARRR! =))

10:50 PM

★ i'm bored. huhu! ★

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

okay. i'm alone now. *sad!* i got 30 mins before archery starts. and it seems that the weather is.. GOOD! hahaha! i thought it was gonna rain, but not. huhu! anyways, i'm like so "free" today, cause there's no bio prac. grr! haha. but!!!! i need to study later after archery for my bio test tmr. HUHUHU! i've did the assessment and i only got 50% =.= haha! help me! but don't worry.. i don't think i'll sleep tonight. haha *bedek!!* today's clinical lab session very fun! haha! cause we learn how to feeeeeeeeeed! =D and me, being a hungry monster.. i decided to be the patient. HAHAHA! means, nurses have to feeeeeeeeeeed me! =D i'll show u the picss kay?? =D

3:30 PM

★ sighhh PART 2 ★

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

that another day at school.
SIGH!

maafkan aku
menduakan cintamu
berat rasa hatiku
tinggalkan dirinya
dan demi waktu
yg bergelir disampingmu
maafkanlah diriku
sepenuh hati mu.

i feel so lost..
sigh..
take my hand..
and never let it go..

12:30 AM

★ sigh ★

Sunday, May 20, 2007

today is sunday.
tmr is the start of a new week.
can i not go to school?
please..
can i just sit at home instead.
please..

daym, how i wish...
i can have all the time to do
whatever i want too..
cool ehk gitu!
hahaha!

i seriously need a break!
please!
before i go to camp!
hahs!

and here are some cute photos i editted. =))

my amy-parker

the cute and the handsome. he's grown up now. =))

till then,
lots of love..
Yra Jane.

BYEE LARR! =))

10:10 PM

★ i hate you ★

and ouh, to that YOU..

i'm ~~hating~~ starting to dislike you more each day. please uh.. stop being "friendly" will you? stop calling everyone DEAR, SWEETS, HUNNS AND WHATEVER MORE. you're making all these words MEANINGLESS! like seriously la. and mind you, those ppl that you're calling that are all older then you.. and please la.. you're treating them like KIDS by calling them that.. it's THEM who are supposed to call you that.. and only IF they treat you like one. i'm very close to tell ppl WHO i'm actually talking about.. so please don't go any further. mind your words. cause i'm watching you, bitch!

till then,
the one who hates you alot.
((=

2:54 PM

★ HELLO`!!!! ★

=D

okay, again.. it has been ages since i updated *bedek!!!!* hahaha! sorry okay? i've been really busy la. and i'm getting sick with EVERYTHING. haha. thing, not ONE. okay? means not ppl, but stuffs. hahahaha! yay! u guys get it..! *=.="*

anyhus, my days have been so tight that i cannot breathe. HAHAHA!, bedek again! =D wah lao, bedek abit also cannot meh? hurhur!

on fri, i went out with dear to celebrate his birthday. i love that day alot la okay? hehs. even only for a short while, atleast he's happy.. =)) and i know i didnt get you anything special but i really hope u love the present i gave. and here is ur big wish.. HAPPY belated 18TH BIRTHDAY ABG PETER! =)))

OKAY DA! yesterday morning shiok!!! i went cycling with dear okayy! hehe. and with zaki also. but something happened at the end o it. sad la sey! but we managed to get home. hehs. after that.. i went to JB. and guess what.. i slept all the way whenever i stepped into the car. TEROK RIGHT? i know! hahaha! and seriously... i sleep too much. haha. until when i reach home at 2am, i wasnt even sleepy. haha! but i forced myself to sleep lar. =D and i didnt buy anything when i was there, except for food that is. HAHAHA! and ouh, did i mention that.. i'm getting.. fat! hahaha! yeahh! i'm getting fat, like SERIOUSLY! =D and i know dear love it in a way la. kn kn kn? haha! but i wanna get back to my original self like how i was before 2nd april 2007. can, kn kn kn? =) hehs.

okays, my upcoming events..
-tests!!
-spec course
-madrasah camp!
-hols??

wow! alot la okay? may not look alot but, it is okay! hurhur! and ouh, first time experiencing being a CLT, wahhh! hahaha! wish me luck okay ppl!! =D

i gtg now.. food is calling.. *ring ring!! ring ring!!*
=D

lots of love,
yra jane. =))

BYE LAR! =))

and i LOVE you.

1:11 PM

★ ★

Sunday, May 13, 2007

HELLO`!!!! i'm back!!

muahahahha! what? diam lar! anyways, i promised to talk about the BBQ that happened yesterday, true? so here goess....

it was a cloudy afternoon when me, syad, mal (BF) and raudah planned to meet up at 1515hrs. =)) *mcm story telling lak! haha!* i was a lil late upon meetin syad under his block, but never the less.. we were punctual to reach the bustop. hehhs! mal called up saying the bus is late upon reaching. SO SAD. so somehow, we only got the bus 31 at 1600. HARHARHAR! alot of stupids stuffs spoken to each other in the bus. haha! i miss mal!!!! yes, i love her. =D

reached our desination, was kinda bored la actually.. like SERIOUSLY! haha! then.. me, mal and rau decided to go search for toilet. and WTH, the nearest toilet is at MAC. HARHARHAR! then blabliblu. some things happened along the way. some things that made us abit "pissed" HAHAHAHA! then, we walked back to the pit. and when we reached.. it started to RAIN! hahaha! we grabbed our bags and sat under shelter. STUPPPPS! we just slack basically.. took lots of pics of me and mal. HAHA. sat by the sea, feeling EMO. haha! shut up lar! seeing ppl whose character i never expect before, GERMAN TANK! haha! went cycling with mal, izzat and syad. tiring? yes yes. and mal "terlajak". funny la she, durh! 2708 babies. what can i say. HAHAHHAA! okay diam! when we got back from cycling. more ppl came.. and the party was getting HAWT! harharhar! =D they PIT was just so great la. i miss those ppl, i really do.. =))

and ouh, here's the link to my myspace, check out the pics bebey!

till then..
lots of love,
YRA

BYE LARRR!!! =)))

11:52 PM

★ 53RD intake BBQ PIT ★

i had great fun. i seriously did. i'll update more in the afternoon okay? i need to sleep now. take care ppl..

i was feeling emo today. i'm sorry..

and syahir, i need to meet u like very soon, can? i need to be "free" and i know i'll be "free" with you. hehhs!

GOOD NIGHT PEOPLE!

and ouh, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

and btw, what if i'm not.. you wanna take over? HAH! FUCK YOU FRONT AND BACK, bitch!

12:49 AM

★ i miss them =)) ★

Saturday, May 12, 2007

HELLO PPL OF ALL NATIONS!

sorry i've not been blogging, my days are sooooo TIRING okay! hahaha. anyhuuus.. the days has been great la.. just so great that i can't really describe. and yes, i've never fail to sleep during lecture. harharhar! very tired la sey! huhuhu!

and guess what? i've been missing alot of ppl, ALOT! haha. get it? okay best. like seriously la. i need to meet them all.. SYAHIR!!!!!! you owe me an outing. haha! i miss you like fill in the blanks laa! hehe..

i've been having funny incidents happening to me sey. like YEAH! haha. the recent one was...
haha! kay kay.. i was in the bus. with gf (lyy), fatin and dina.. almost reaching school. the bustop at ITE AMK, i wasnted to send song to lyy's hp, then i accidentally pressed PLAY at my hp music player. i didn't realise cause i was blasting my ears with songs from mp3. HAHAHAHAHA! then lyy was looking at me, i was like.. "what??" hahha! then she went like.. *mouth moving* then i said wait, cause i wanna pause my mp3. hahaha! then i heard my hp "singing" hahaha! then i like.. 0.0 haha! she was laughing already.. then fatin and dina also laughing already.. stuppppps sia me!

TO ALL WHO WERE IN THE BUS WITH ME, i'm VERY VERY SORRY FOR THE NOISE! hahahhah!

and and, i gtg now.. cause i wanna go BBQ PIT!!!! and meet my very very very very very beautifully cute BF/twin! I MISS HER LIKE FILL IN THE BLANKS. okay diam!

BYE LARRRR!!!! =))))

11:29 AM

★ partehhh! ★

Saturday, May 05, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BURHAN AND AYAH!

and ouh, theparty was SUPERB. i'm loving it.
HAHAHA!

okay BYE!

2:32 AM

★ i'm sorry.. ★

Thursday, May 03, 2007

for whatever reason you're feeling that way, i'm truly sorry. it may or may not be for me, but from the bottom of my heart.. i'm sorry. if it's really is for me, then i hope.. somehow, you understand now how i feel when you fill-in-the-blanks with fill-in-the-blanks. i'm not mad at you, i don't wanna have any grudge on you with this matter. you should know what i treat you as, and i hope you understand my situation.

till here i blog..

lots of love,
yra..

BYE lar!!! =))

10:24 PM

★ wooohooo! ★

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

gooooooood... errr.. morning? yeah.. morning ppl of all nations!! hahahaha! sorry to distrub u early in the morning.. but here's something i wanna say!!

i had great fun when i was out today/yesterday *make it yesterday*..

i reached habourfront earlier then expected.. and so i had to wait for dearest syahir. dear msged me saying malia, my bf is with him at banquet vivo. guess what? i straight away went to banquet.. and told syahir i'd be waiting for him there. wooohoo! I MISS MY BF! even though i only had 5 FREAKING MINS with her, i enjoyed that 5 FREAKING MINS laughing. haha! i LOVE her!! wheee!!! then sat with dear and junaidi while waiting for syahir. super late lor! hahaha. then when syahir reached dear went off. we ate at BK, wooohooo! syahir was being extra NAUGHTY yesterday. haha! but i really really enjoyed!! it was never this fun i tell you! god, i want more of this! hehehe. syahir cut his hair! and he knows i don't like it! hurhurhur! anyways, after walking here and there.. this are the pics we took..

the stupid pics we took.. thumbs and pointers

i love this to the core! it's super nice!
illusion!

litthe finger and err.. ring finger..

middle finger and ring finger. it's painful doing this!!

the basic, middle finger and pointer

again.. haha!

the very nice but funny pic of the both of us yesterday!

uh!! this pic got story. this is candid okay! he was smiling, and so was i.. and i was showing the twist sign.. when suddenly he turn and bite my finger and he pressed capture and i went like.. "arrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!! saket u saket!!!!!!" =.=

he wanted to do it again, but no no no!

and yes.. our feet. hahaha! =D

very lame pics kan? hahaha! what to do.. anyways, after the fun and laughter.. we went t mustafa! thank dearest syahir for accompanying me. i really aprreciate it la. took he mrt there, got what i wanted.. went off.. in my heart was, "lucky syahir is here to be with me, i would never go to this placde late at night, ALONE!!" hahaha. soooo to dearest syahir, THANKS ALOT!! he was being a kind soul to send me to outram. such a sweet cousin. hehe. i love him alot la! se got separated then. SAD! hehehe. i got home at arnd 2330.. and like.. swee2 lor.. hehehe..

till here ppl.. i need my rest.. do take care.. gdnight and sleep tight!

BYE LARRR! =))

1:11 AM

★ okay go! ★

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

woooohooooooo!!! it's A, i repeat A holiday! daym! haha.. how i wish i can make this A holiday to FOREVER holiday. hahaha! siao uh u, girl?? anyways, now is the only time i can really blog, LIKE REALLY BLOG! hahaha. okay. i wanna start from clt course, can? ouh cannot uh? fine lor. but i still wanna tell! HAHAHAHA! clt course has been a great experience for me, like seriously lor. even how TEROK i was *kan matiin?* hahaha! diam lar! i can't deny that i HATE some of you, like seriously. but well, RAPTORS maseh dihati. *TOOOOOT! jiwang sia* hahaha! but sad thing now is that my school schedule tight like farkk! NO LIFE SIA. haha!

school has practically been.. OKAY LA. it's either i'm quiet, i'm sleeping, i'm hyper, i'm normal. hahaha! pick your choice bebey! and and, did you know... i'm the chairman? wah siao! alot of responsibilities sia me. my head wanna crack ready. madrasah camp la *high post also, kan najib ehh!*, the no-life poly la, the chairman la, the projects la. and more LAs la!.. haha! *lame kn? i know. diam lar!* hahaha!

ALAMAK! i need to go now! huhuhu! i wanna go out with syahir! haha! best best! i miss him lor! we'll be going VIVO. yay! haha. reason was, "we haven't go vivo together.. let's go.." haha. thanks eh Ir! =D see you later my handsome-st cousin! =D

lots of love,
-rocker-

BYE LARRR! =))

11:04 AM