cause the steps i made are histories i write.
★ mixed feelings ★
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
i was shooo-ed out from the toilet when i was shampoo-ing my hair.
which lead me to reach school late.
i coughed like a mad woman in the bus.
i was damn nervous.
i played a foool..
i pee-ed a few times before test..
and i PASSED clinical!!
okay, enough of being "exposed" ystd from the ride to home from school. today.. i just HAD to make myself feel exposed again. sheeesssh! what's up with me sehhh? i was bathing. and i suddenly heard those people starting their work. which was, painting the block or doing some drilling. and th eonly thing in my mind was, "DAMN LA. WHY THIS HOUR?!" *stares at toilet window w/o blinking* the next thing i knew. they were exactly outside my toilet window.. i ran out like how the girls in those drama do when there's some insect in the toilet. HAHAHA! and thanks to twin brother who put up the black garbage bag to make sure that even if they're doing work, they wont see me. haha. thats my twin brother man! thank you adikkk!
while we were studying in lib, i went to the toilet.. when i came back, i saw syg and ama at our table. with her back facing me. i decided to give her a big hug shock!! i gave dayah a kiss shock the other time. so syg got a hug shock. haha. she damn stunned la. sorry syg. you know i love you. hehe. ((: and thank you syg & gang, for "visitting" me when i was outside the assessment room. it helped alot! hehe! tmr your turn, i'll come early, okay? (((:
i almost break down exactly before my name was called. i was DAMN SCARED i tell you! NEVER THIS SCARED okay! i picked a card. read the case study. i SMILED. insertion of NGT and intermittent suctioning. GAAAAAHHHHHHHH! damn happy la! (((: but i sucked so much for preparation. lucky that one not being assessed! u imagine, the person after me, which was liah.. even started first! i was like.. "enough things not? any more? shit la!!" yeahh. basically talking to myself. haha! but eventually.. when i started doing.. i was damn fast la! i think i took only 15-20 mins. woohooo! cooool stuffs! "okay can, you passed" GAAAAAHHH! immediate reply, "THANK YOU CHERR!" i was toooo excited that i forgot to sign the form. HAHA! shut up laaa! =DDDD
one by one came out empty handed (which means to say, pass.. this one opposite of AI. haha!) was just so happy.. that we did this..
abit tak senonoh. haha!
this is how kilat our lab corridor is, until got reflection! haha!
amcm? pretty right? can become model already. haha! dream on la!
haha! nice la seyyy! cause all smiling liao. haha! okay.. aku nak tdo!! penat uh.. energy wasted on alot of things! =D
hawt doctor, i miss you!!
kak jam and dayah.. i miss you girls tooo! (didn't see them today)
bestie, you're in the missing list toooo!
theory test tmr. wheeee! GOOOOD LUCK EVERYONE! and esp syg and dayah and those other people who havent take prac test okay?! (((:
love,
yraSOT
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