cause the steps i made are histories i write.
★ yesterday ★
Thursday, April 17, 2008
socio was, no comments..
ate rojak. nice. haha.
pharmacology lect.
very very SOFT and DRY.
i swear i can sleep.
but i didn't okay! ((:
cousin fetched me from school to AH
(he didn't tell me he got a bike already)
i think he purposely wanna surprise me la.
thank you cousin, for fetching me and the surprise. ((:
the journey there was, funny to me, cause the helmet was soooo big.
and when he speed through, i feel like my helmet going to get blown away. haha
so i kept on holding on to my helmet.
sound very stupid sia.
cousin, next time, remember okay? i'm a size S (:
upon reaching.
i was amazed by the look of AH
(my first time going there okay!)
i shivered though.
went up to the ward.
my uncle,
i expected to see something like that.
i shan't comment further.
i'm just afraid.
especially when i was there when the Dr updated the family about his condition.
i was telling myself to stay strong.
i didn't dare to speak to anyone, not even to my cousin.
i totally shut myself down.
after a few mins...
i got back to earth and atleast gave a smile.
went down, to just sit with cousin.
went up again.. bro reached soon after.
my close relations came soon after working hours.
alot of people. really.
by then i was kinda.. okay..
i can smile and talk. (:
everything happened to fast.
i didn't expect things to go this way.
though everyone seems soo relax..
esp THEM..
i'm sure, they were very down.
i would do the same if i were them.
i'm very araid now..
*God, let him recover fast, please..
i'm begging..*
i reached home at around nine plus.
my journey home by car was just spent thinking of him.
i had a hard time sleeping. i swear.
i woke up several times.
checking on the time.
next thing i knew.
my alarm rang
as usual. 5.30am.
i felt something was not right..
yes, i went to the toilet,
with confidence, bringing the thing.
and because i knew it so much..
i knew it's time..
my menses came.
haha!
then i suffered from stomach cramp till 8.
tell me about it la sey!
now, i'm still sleepy.
and if i don't feel better.
i'm not going for POP.
i wanna go hosp today.
anyone wanna accompany?
please. )):
till here..
take care people..
love,
yraJANE
9:59 AM
