cause the steps i made are histories i write.
★ Cinderella ★
Saturday, March 08, 2008
Cinderella has always been another favourite.
esp when there's the continuation now.
anyways, while watching..
my little yet biggest size (FATTEST) brother took my seat,
cause i went to the kitchen awhile to get a drink..
he took my seat, of course i am angry..
i mean, u got ur fav seat in the hall,
and everyone knows it.. more over,
he will forever take people's seat if
the previous person didn't say "Raja belum mati"
and i swear it is not necessary for me to say that right?
and maybe i've been tolerating him alot..
whatever i'm saying is about my brother,
yes, you may think that alah, he's just a small kid..
if you're talking about small.. he's already primary 4..
and for my family, we don't see him as a kid..
BUT he needs to be treated like a kid..
and no, he's not RETARDED.
he even need people to fetch him back, or at least scold
him so he'll get home on time..
and i swear, any of us (my other sibling and i) that got to do with him,
and something goes wrong, we'll be the on to get the blame instead of him..
and it's HIS FAULT!
maybe i'm over reacting, i don't know..
but i wanna slap him so hard to make him realise
that he won't get anything he wants with me around..
he can fool my parents,
but not me..
i was so angry that when he refused to give me back my seat,
i pinched him so hard that he cried and gave way..
yes, mum and dad was infront of me when i did that..
they didn't do anything, cause they though i just shoo him away..
not knowing that i pinched him so hard..
when they started hearing him cry, they asked me what i did..
with simple word,
"kak cubit die.. padan muke.. budak mcm die nak kene di ajar"
my parents were not on my side, esp dad..
my dad started saying,
"ape yg kene ajar.."
and whatever shit more.. i ignored..
he didn't care less la..
mum didn't said anything.. she somehow agreed on me.. (i hope)
soon after, my F**KING BRO came up to my mum asking for minyak gamat..
my mum just said to search it in all the rooms.
there's internal bleeding due to the cause of the pinch i gave..
a big PADAN MUKE KAU, BABI!
my elder brother woke up soon after..
he asked what happen..
mum said,
"basirah cubit die."
and my elder brother replied..
"padan muke"
you see, my siblings and i hate him alot..
why?
he's the only one that doesn't get whacking and beating from my parents..
unlike us,
it's almost an everyday routine..
i guess because of that, he's the only one who really need
a tight slap in order to get some senses in his brains..
and i swear, he get almost everything that he wants.
though my parents don't wanna buy for him,
they will, at the end..
and those stuffs..
HE DON'T BLOODY NEED ALL THOSE STUFFS LA!
that is why i just sooooo wanna slap him so much.
he don't dare to ask my elder brother about him school work,
and therefore, he'll always ask me..
and the things he ask are very simple questions
that i know he can do..
he's just plain lazy to think.. and that's why i always refuse to help.
it's not my fault.. i've gave him key words..
yet he's plain lazy..
i can't help him more..
his problem if the teacher scold him..
NOT MINE. bloody hell..
love,
yraJANE.
1:15 PM
