cause the steps i made are histories i write.
★ chickiess, not girls okay! ★
Monday, March 31, 2008
one more to go.. wow! i can't wait!! this is their third and forth child(that's soo human!) okay.. chick? what sey?? alah.. offspring la! easy. heeh! i'm sooo happy la. and i don't know why..
and today, i feeeeel like a GOOOOD PERSON, i swear. maybe it's just a feeling.. but i know i helped dfina syg with her problems..
actually it's more of recently i feeel goood la! i helped tia kecik with her problems too. though she didn't wanna say. hee. but atleast i tried. =)
ouh, i wanna feel like this again. it brings me back during the time when i was younger. much much younger. when i feel no pain, no hatred. everything was so positive then. not saying that i was stupid then, i was innocent, too innocent to feel pain. i was matured enough though. i took everything lightly. i let things pass by me w/o taking any notice of it. i enjoy life to the fullest. not knowing what is wrong. rebelious? i'm sure everyone was like that. but other than that. i was that happy-go-lucky girl.
but what now? everything is the opposite. how i wish to get back to that state. i really wanna be LIGHT again. further more, i'm chatting with taufeeq and astria now.. the more i wanna go back to my YOUNGER days.. ahhh. how nice.. and then.. dearest would be stress free with me. cause i wouldn't change to this kinda lady.. and of course, i dislike the fact that my past really influence my future. i didn't want things to be this way, but eventually. it did. how NICE. sigh..
ouh. why so EMO.. i shall stop here.. tmr will be a reat day spent with my BBG =D how nice! i can't wait.
love,
yraJANE
11:13 PM
