cause the steps i made are histories i write.
★ think. ★
Thursday, February 28, 2008
while waiting for the school bus..
it reminded me of my past years.
the times when i made the same noises they make..
i would wait for my very fair chinese look but malay girl friend..
and she's always the late one..
and i always envy her, cause she's pretty and fair..
and i'm ugly and black..
she got brothers who are always looking over her.
i'm not saying that my brother don't look after me..
my brother and i live in two different worlds.
but we understand each other most of the time.
this girl and myself has been friends since kindergarten..
we got into the same Primary school..
but sadly, not during Secondary..
believe it or not, her block is a few
steps away from mine..
but it's sooo rare to see her nowadays..
she's super beautiful now..
again, i'm still as ugly as ever..
okay.. i sound like a lesbian.. haha!
anyways, i think.. i need to make myself happy.. but.. is it worth it?
i've got alot to say.. but i'll only say one..
imagine you got a friend.. he/she is the kinda person who doesnt have physical contact with the people of the opposite sex. if we're talking about "gatal" of course it's totally out of the question. but what if his/her way of talking will make the opposite sex have the thinking of "ouh! he/she like me!! i'm soo gonna tackle him/her" and this friend of yours, always emphasize about him/her not touching the opposite sex all over, but i do believe.. word can manipulate ones mind.. true?
what do you think?? leave some comments.
love,
yraJANE.
I'll pick up the pieces from whats gone and broke now
I'm sorry you're left with what I've become
We're lost in the moment, our chapters are finished
Regret every minute, I miss you so
2:30 PM
