cause the steps i made are histories i write.
★ confession ★
Sunday, January 13, 2008
if u have someone new in your class, what would you do?
siak, my class has experienced this.. and we treat her like our own..
we said welcome when we first met her and soon after to make her feel at home.
and get to know her slowly..
thats the nice part.. but now...
i was assigned to this bloody class..
cause i STUPID, need to retake _______ module.
daym, i SWEAR, i feel invisible up till NOW.
i know uh i stupid.. not like you guys..
but please uh sia.. i'm tying my best to get support..
but there you guys are.. being so.. KEREK.
siak.. like FUCK sia you all.
i can only relay on ONE person in that bloody class. and i appreciate you.
i tried saying HI to the rest, but all i got as a reply was that BLOODY FUCKING FACE.
irritating siall.
you think you like is it people treating you like that? NO RIGHT? bloody hell. then treat people well la.
i've stopped smiling to them when i'm outside with my OWN class.
cause smiling makes one feel better, but with you guys.. smiling makes one feel like SHIT!
i'm getting lazy to go to THIS class now, cause of the atmosphere of the bloody class
just sucks the heaven out of you. and i swear it feels like being sucked from the straw.
and shucks! i'm meeting THEM this coming week.
GOD, give me some courage to meet those IDIOTIC people who have BLOODY ATTITUDE PROBLEM.
till here i confess. sorry for the coarse language. it helps me to explain how frustrating i am to be with them ugly people.
any advice, anyone?
hate,
yraJANE.
9:42 PM
