cause the steps i made are histories i write.
★ when i say no, i mean it. ★
Sunday, September 23, 2007
i'm mad at my parents..
yes, rarely that i will say who i'm mad at..
but for this.. no more..
yes, they are my parents..
but i got feelings too.
they ask me to go out to geylang with them again.
i said no..
they wanna buy me my raya cloths..
again, i said.. no..
i told them i can go buy myself some other time..
just give me the cash..
i told them this..
what for, the other time when i wanna go so much,
you end up not buying anything for me..
i was kind enough to cancel all my friends outing just for that..
and there u are, not buying anything for me..
i wasted my time with u.. for nothing..
i could have gone out with my girls.. enjoying break fast together..
that's the first reason..
the second is..
i'm sick..
i'm carrying a disease which GOD knows what.
i haven't see a doc yet..
and again, they dont wanna spare me some extra money just to go to private clinic.
and with this condition. u think i wanna go out?
no, obviously.
come on.. it itch like kcuf.
especially when i perspire.
u want me to look like a monkey in public?
if only my parents know what it feels like.
they're out already..
and dad said since i dont wanna follow
i won have any baju raye this year..
i dont care.. the most is i just won't turn up for raya..
and believe me, i love my parents..
i'm just sensitive for now..
and believe me, i'm crying at this point of time..
love,
yj
3:49 PM
