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Sunday, January 28, 2007
hey! i just got back from the Band Fiesta. JYSB Rulz la okay? kay shuddup! it was superb. huhu! the thing was, i can't believe i actually came and watch them. haha! okay shutts!!
u know what? seeing ppl sad, make me sad too. first it's him, then it's her, then it was back to him again. then i look back at myself. yeah.. i'm sad. sad cause.. sigh.. i don't know la. sometimes i don't know if whatever i'm doing is worth it. sacrificing this and that. do i get anything in return? well, i don't ask anything. but do they even care and realise what i've done? like SERIOUSLY lor! God! are the sacrifices made worth while?! tell me, can?! sometimes i just feel that.. i was never there. ouh whatever la kay! i've been down this few days. due to some PERSONAL reasons, which not a soul know. i rather keep it to myself la, i'm the old Basirah now. *success!* =)) i'm doing this, cause i don't want the others to suffer with me. like how i did to them last time. anyways, i'm like chatting with the him i said above. and he's seriously making me more SAD. he's always the one making me go head banging, cause he's super irritating at times, and also make me laughing my lungs out with his funny jokes. and also make me wanna weep like a baby, cause of his tragic history and life. and now he's telling me his tragic history. sad la. and i'm like listening to Meraung now. making it worst! hurhur! *makkiak! emo la kau! syaaaadupp larr!* okay la.. back to normal kay? no more emo shyyaaaiiitttssss! *don't know what it means? then SHUT UP!!*
i NEED my ILYAS! thank you. =))
please know that i miss you honey. =)) i love you endlessly. i'm sorry for..
HEROIN

Nur Basirah
Yra, Bas
currently known as Batrisyah.
Ex-Junyuan
NanYang Poly
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