cause the moon doesn't need the stars

cause the steps i made are histories i write.

★ i hate you. ★

Thursday, January 18, 2007

dang, everyday seems to not be a good day for me lately. it'd be perfect.. and then when the day is ending, it turns out to be bad. always the case. God, help me with this! names shall not be mentioned. but well, to you.. please know that i dislike u in a certain way. u may think that u're just being friendly. but please la. the things u're doing are not making ppl arnd u happy kay? esp me. i've had enough of ur nonsense kay. don't make me tell u straight at ur face. and can u stop bragging to ppl that, erghhh. whatever la kay. i know u'll read this. and i hope u know who u are. stop making my life miserable. u did enough. what wrong did i do to u? God! give me the strength to carry on. please God. and guess what? because of u, tears are flowing down my cheeks. and they sure gonna accompany me to sleep tonight. seriously uh. thanks ehh! u totally spoilt my ouh-so-wonderful day. thanks so much. and know what? i was pretending all this while, pretending that i LIKED you. but i guess i lied, i lied to myself and to u. i totally DISLIKE you. won't say HATE. but well, ALMOST hate. okay? get this into ur pea brain. i'd be glad. herh!

and to the another you: sometimes i just want u to know what i'm feeling, but i'm also trying my best to avoid all the stuffs that are prone to create fights between us. and because of that i'm always keeping things to myself. not letting my anger out. giving u the best of me. it hurts sometimes, but who cares? the one being hurt is me, not u, true? yeah. i just hope u'll understand me truly one day. take care friend. =J

to adk: thanks for lending me ur ears, or in fact ur eyes to read the babblers i gave at msn. i was just too pissed. thanks eh adk. i know u know how i feel, true? i love u dek. thanks alot.

to that special you: i appreciate all the things u've done to me, know that i love u alot. and i'm missing u so much. u need not worry abt me. i'd be fine. i hope to see u again soon.

as i've said. no names shall be mentioned in this post, and thats all for today's post. not gonna talk abt what i did today. i had a great day though. but guess what? i'm greatly hurt by you, whose name shall not be mentioned. seriously uh, thanks ehk. i appreciate it. =j

so long, and goodnight..

ouh, one more thing.. guys, can u please stop msging me and telling me that u still love me? i'm sick of u guys la kay? buzz off will u? stop saying sorry here and there. once bitten, twice shy. get it? kay go! and yes, i'll ignore ur msges. =)) i won't entertain u guys with this shits. =D

11:01 PM