★ crazy or something? ★
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
damn, i must be super bored sia.. to update until like four times today. ouh ouh! i've found my crest! hahaha! i gave my gutters to Matin. and i think i've thrown my hairnet. hurhurhur! i've prepared my uni. *so semangat!* cannot say la. i miss NCC okay! but i haven't prepare my cloths for the sleepover. gendeng sih kamu.
anyways, i feel so.. wrong. as in, i'm feeling things i shouldn't be feeling. help me, can? i'm thinking things i shouldn't be thinking. care to make it right? please? and i'm also sad about something. just how can i break the news to him, telling him that she actually is attached? and he can't be with her? sighh. i don't wanna hurt u boy, but i guess i just have to tell u huh? better the truth then the lies, kan? i seriously feel so wrong la. i mean i've been helping him all this while to get this girl, telling him what to do and stuffs. and the next thing i know. she's actually attached, happily attached that is. Some things are just not meant to be i guess. no wonder she's never replying his msges. always rejecting everything about him. sorry boy. but till here. but i know u'll move on. i guess i am at fault also. i asked u not to give up, not knowing that she's attached. but since i know it now.. forget it boy. move on. don't waste ur time kay? or if u choose to wait, why not? u can nvr know. no doubt, she's one cute chick. a very cute one infact. sighh. sighh.. and more sighhh..
make this thing i feel wrong, and not right.