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Sunday, December 17, 2006
so well, yesterday i had this crazy mood. today? don't know why, but i'm feeling super 'arghh!'. get what i mean? i'm moody now. don't know why. to think that i just PARTY with my girlfriends for eL's birthday party just now. why am i feeling like this? God, help me! damn. i'm just so nwod. feel like shouting as loud . maybe i'm like this because of.. argh.. can't be! argh! shut up la idiot!
i just hope.. and trust, is the key.
okay. now, my mood is a lil, just A LIL happy. cause i saved my girlfriends day. there's this BIG LIPAS at the balcony where my girls are. and i heard them shouting and hitting the thing from far. i heard their screams but i ignored. eL came over and pulled me there. knowing that i'm not afraid of LIPAS. yea. and i killed it. *take a bow basirah, take a bow* thank u.. they're back to thier own stuffs now. while i'm alone at the study =J
u know, some people close to u may know how u are feeling by just the way u type, right? but some close one don't really know. and somehow, u just wish they know. but in a way. u never wanna tell them, yeah? ouh gawd, help me. seriously. i need help? or is it just that i'm thinking too much? well, whatever la kay.
take care and enjoy tmr dear. how i wish. just how i wish. sigh. forget it la kay? what am i talking? can i follow? please? can i not go to camp? sigh sigh sigh.
something to say : party was great! i really enjoyed. i seriously enjoyed. thanks eh ppl =)) and yea, ary.. kiss kakak next time okay? thanks pak usu for the stories =)). why am i talking like as if i'm the birthday girl? whatever. just that i'm happy to be with my girlfriends just now. love u guys. =)) and i miss ina la sey. haha.. my "sedare angkat".. yeahh. hahaha. okay la. guess i'm going off now. going.. CAMP tmr. sighh.. just how i wish.. how i wish.. argh..