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Thursday, October 12, 2006
wheee~! so well, after i updated the previous entry. looked after the kid and went to get ready to go out. was supposed to go out with abg, abg friend and afiqah. but it ended that only me and afiqah made it. hehe. so we went to swensens, look at the cakes. then decided on what to buy.. but went to tm to just look and talk while walking. haha. just to kill time. hehe. Iqah darling, sorry eh i disturb u tadi.. about u know what (if you don't know, ask me kay?) hehehe. so cute la you. like your abg. oppps! anyways, after that - "you know what happened" incident, we went to swenswen and bought the cake. bought the Cookies and Cream Ice Cream cake. whee! nice! and if you're wondering who is it for.. it's for my dear parents.. thier birthday. today is officially mummy's birthday. sunday will be daddy's official birthday. and so we decided to celebrate both at once. send afiqah back. went home. but! made a pit stop at kakak pieja's work place. hehe. talk talk talk. went back at arnd 6.40? yeap. or is it 6.45? i dont know la huh. reached home. was few mins before buka. changed to home cloths and the azan was heard. we ate KFC today. whee!!! plus the cake bought for mum and dad. hehe. they were kinda surprised. and happy of course. hehe.. and done! that's what i did today..
i feel so happy, yet depressed. guess i've been keeping this to myself too. it haunt my mind every night. making me cry to myself. i'm not ready to tell you dear. cause i'm scared. i'm really really scared. and i hope u'd understand. sigh. i hope, God will show and give me a brighter path for me to carry on this life. ameen.
and to you dear: i'm really looking forward to meet you. it has been a long time since we last met. yes, i miss you alot. and i guess it's time for me to sleep too. good night sayang. loving you and missing you more as each day pass. take care love..
huggs and kisses,
wifey *Muahh!*
