cause the steps i made are histories i write.
★ whee~! ★
Thursday, October 12, 2006
i've renew my blog. so everything will be fresh. first and foremost, i wanna say sorry to regular people who always come over to my blog to read my post, cause i've not been updating. school holiday for graduating classes started. we're told to have our self-study at home. i'm missing my friends alot. haha! and i guess, there'll be a new me. i'm hoping to be a better person now. with you guiding me, i hope to be a better person. and i must say thank you to that you for helping me all this while. i really appreciate your presence in my life. you made a difference in my life. anyways, o levels are super near. and the feeling is super scary. sigh! my madrasah exams are also coming and i don't know which to study. but i guess i can handle this one. insyallah. fasting month has great, only that certain days i got some stomachache. but i'm fine of course. i feel like a bird, just being freed. seriously. okay, i think i'll make it fast. i got a kid to take care of.
to my dearest you: i'm happy to know that you're still holding on this 5 yrs or so. i'm really glad that this day came atlast. i've been wanting you all this while. and i guess God return my call. thank you God. i really hope, this time.. it would be you. it's just so hard for me to explain it dear. i just want you to know that i really love you and that i need you in my life. and thank you, for waiting all this while. i'm sorry i hurt you. i am here now, for you. take care sayang, whether or not you're reading, only God knows. you were in my heart all along. atleast a space was left, for you. once again, thank you sayang.
love,
your first love.. -yRa-
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