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Sunday, October 15, 2006
let's talk abt yesterday..
had a super happy day i can say. woke up at 8. was feeling rather moody due to what happen on fri. which shall not be mention here. then, received a msg. somehow, a smile was shown. thanks. you know who you are. got ready to go out. to meet someone. was ready by 0915. but i was just soo.. i don't know what.. and i decided to only go down at 0925. and so when i went out. saw him waiting already. i miss that face so much. just soo super much. the starting was kinda sad.. cause i kept on thinking abt the friday incident. and when he was talking abt it, tears were just getting prepared to flow down my cheeks. but somehow, i can't do it infront of him. and i hang on. he said those magical words to me, and there's a smile on my face. and from then on, i was myself. we went to the park, sat down.. and talked.. was arnd 1015 or so. headed back. damn! i miss him! really really miss him. anyways, tuition started kinda late. then ended tuiton at arnd 1 plus or so.. was tired.. but didnt seem to wanna sleep. prepared to go for iftar.. collected to char kuay from 940. made the tau suan.. fuhh! nice! haha.. actually i didnt taste at all. hehe. was super hot at jurong. my uncles hse i mean. yeap.. was the baby sitter, as usual. hehe. but this time i'm somehow mainly in charge of Mahirah. and the miracle thing was that.. she was kinda quiet.. haha. usually her siren can be heard arnd the hse. but not yesterday. and for once. i was able to SIT. haha! she's just different yesterday. hehe. and yea!! kak linda and kak radiah is pregnant!! wheee! i knew it that kak linda is pregnant. but i didnt know that kak radiah is also. abg imran didnt tell me all this while when we chat. naughty abg im! hehe. i got smooched by my dearest sweetheart, ilyas! hehehe.. he's another boy i miss. aunty really really miss u tau! anyways. got back at arnd 12 or so. yeapp.
cant seem to wake up for sahur just now. was just too tired! haha. woke up exactly time to get prepared for madrasah. i didnt memorise the two surah. got back home at arnd 10plus. switched on the comp. and sadly, i had to use the comp by sitting on the floor. if u know what i mean. haha. daddy removed the table.. somehoe the room is now under contruction. haha. dad's paintng the room now. hehe.. and for once i'm not helping. haha. anyways. after gt back from madrasah and after chatting awhile with dear, i was so tired that i sleep infront of the tv while watching my all time favourite, CSI. then.. i was awake by the ring of the phone. mum called. haha.. then after that i cant seem to sleep. shucks! parents got home. whee! new computer table!! whee! fixed it up.. and i hurt my thumb a little. hehehe. but i'm fine. really. i feel so ZEN.. wheee! haha. so happy with the new room i'm gonna have. hahaha. well, i think i better go now.. it's getting late.
to my dearest you: thank you for making your mind up. i really thought it would never work out. i'm really glad when you told me those magical words. thnak you so much love. thank you so much. no words can explain how thankful i am to have you by my side. have your rest dear. i don't want you to go to school with that sleep mode. hehe. love you dear! huggs and kisses, hunny.
lots of love,
take care ppl..!
-yRa-
p.s: i miss you!! muahhh! and yea.. iqah, go to sleep!! hehehe..
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